My Red Pearl || Min Yoongi

chapter four

"hm..., mr. Min?" she said again to grab my attention, i was lost in your thoughts "give them to me." i said taking that suit from her "mr min.....  Hmm....  Actually i am sorry for calling you yoongi earlier , hum... i mean i wasn't trying to ruin your mood or anything" she said looking nervous why tf I'll be angry that sounded so pretty "it's alright"

I watched her walking away but you know i wanted to talk but because of my cold behavior i can't. Comeon yoongi you are heartless are you falling for her?. "y/n" i finally decided to call her, she turned , looking at me,  i walked towards her "it's actually that i am willing to give you privacy,  because i don't think any girl will do it with a stranger, but yeah,  you can't forget you are my wife,  even if you don't love me,  you still aren't allowed to be with someone else or i,  myself will remind you that who you belong to" i said in a serious expression making her gulp

I said it,. All,  i never want to get myself down for anyone or anything,  my self build empire, my parents fake love towards me all of them led me here. A cold hearted man that any girl would marry but non would love.

Y/n's pov:

He said his words making shivers down my spine,  i gulped lump in my throat, i was actually scared by his words. What sin have i committed and what is his problem?  Why would i cheat him?  What does he think of me as?  All these thoughts led me to cry myself to sleep.  I promise mrs min,  I'll love his son no matter what!  But can i actually do it? 

After what he said it's difficult for me to look at him straight,  i am broken, am i really that bad god?

God,  he is cause of everything! Taking my parents when i was in highschool, making me suffer from brain fever due to my multiple part-time jobs,  leading my best friend to a unknown space,  making me marry a guy i don't even love and at the worst?  What else can you do to me?

What else have you planned for me!
Killing me?  Why are you so unfair with me?  Do you really hate me?

Author's pov:

Y/n made herself cry to sleep,  in deep slumber,  she didn't wanted to wake up but she had to when the cheerful rays of sun hit her face.

Looking into her surrounding a completely white room with all black interior was all she could find. It was her husband's house,  it really suits his personality.

after brushing her teeth and washing her face with nothing but water, tieing her hair into a messy bun,  wearing a baggie shirt with shorts, she walks towards kitchen,  not knowing how to cook , actually knowing only a few things,  she decided to make Korean pancakes , one of the few dishes she learned to cook while her friend was in hospital.

Making juice out of oranges and then decorating bread with cream and fruits, it was a dish she learned in her school as she was majoring in events management,  while being a nursery teacher.

Putting everything she made on table she heard thugs of shoes hitting floor,  which were getting louder indicating her husband is heading towards kitchen where a big dinner table is placed.

Too big for two people, seeing him sitting the main chair,  she places food infront of him and heads back to make omelet for him thinking he might not like that childish dish of her.

"come and eat first,  this is enough for two people i guess, we don't need more" she hears as she picks up an egg " and i don't really want to eat omelet today" he said earning a nood from her. She come towards table placing herself opposite side of him.

He himself was amazed by her look in early morning,  the fact she looked so perfect in just a messy bun and a large T-shirt,  having no makeup but her face still as beautiful as last night and what's more,  she smiles while doing chores.

He was eating,  but mentally his eyes never left her figure. And as for her see was also wondering how does he looks so handsome in a dark aura. 

But looking at him eating so plainly she felt her food isn't good,  or maybe it doesn't suits his taste ?

"does it not suits your taste? " she finally asked out of curiosity,  snapping him out of his thoughts and looking at her "uhh- nope,  its good i was just in thought" and right after this the awkward silence fills the room up again till he the finished thier food. 

For yoongi it was his daily routine but for y/n it was difficult,  she always, at this time laughs around those angelic kids, feeding them and teaching them.

After they were done, y/n takes leftovers along the plates to kitchen,  leaving them in sink. She hears doorbell ring. Opening the door she seen nothing her mother in-law  with a familiar kid,  daisy,  a student of y/n.

She runs to y/n while y/n didn't stand but holding her into arms,  y/n almost forgot to greet her mother-in-law , but still invited her in.

"eomma why did you bring daisy?  I mean did her parents allow her to come? "

"yes,  y/n she is my brother's daughter,  you left school only five days ago but she already missed you so much" . "eomma can i play with her for a while?  I miss kids too" "of course that's why i bring her here" mrs.  Min said with a gentle smile and y/n nooded.