PURCHASED HIS (IMMERGED HIS BOOK SERIES #2)

41. The Literal Self.

MAYA

"Did you left your brain behind when you came here?" I told him when he looked at me with shock eyes. "What?" He asked me when I sighed and took my eyes off his. "I think we should break it off. And maintain distance with each other. I don't think I can take in all these right now." I just made clear words come out of me when he sighed and looked the other way, "What do you mean?" He asked me when I shrugged.

"What's more to say apart from what I already have? I said it to your clearly that, I don't want to have anything related to you." I repeated my words. And I can see his eyes crumbling in front of me. He took the ring still stretched ahead behind him, sighing looking at the other way.

"We are buying you so you don't have to go through trouble because I wanted to make you mine. And now? What?" He asked me and surprised me. "Who was the one at the first place selling me?" I inquired him, as his eyes stopped in its place, staring under my skin deep.

"Say? Who was selling me at the first place! It was you, its you who need to free me then. Did I ever came to you? Trying to seduce you? Did I ever say come and fuck my life up? No! Then? Is it me?" I came back at him, "So just because it wasn't you, you don't want to have a relationship with me?" He questioned making me laugh.

As I paced backwards.

"Shivaaye Kapoor. You were selling girl all this time. I was your next target. I am supposed to be sold. And here, you want me to have a love affair with you? Do you have no shame or are pretending? You want me to admit a relationship with you, after knowing that I was getting sold by you? "I asked his gutts, his lips tighly sipped. I shrugged my shoulders,"I am not helpless and stupid just for your information!" I gritted in frustration, as I shoved him from my door, and walked inside leaving him at there.

I closed the door. Without even looking at the unmoved person. And sighed.

I don't know why? And what feeling that was.

But under the mixture I did made out one, the fear. Somewhat the person standing in front of me suddenly changed. And a new face was appearing right there with no mask.

It was weird and scary.

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I was lying at the bed, looking at the number of articles being released. As I kept reading them and again and again. I wasn't really in the mood, to be reading them. I stood up. And changed my clothes into something casual.

Have you ever been in a position? That you are aware of things, and yet you never know them. When you actually found you were surprised but you weren't completely known?

I was at the position right now.

It feels as if I am known but at the same time it feels I was played.

Its like a wave of feeling so many things at one moment and feeling none at another.

So many realisation hitting me, but guilt too.

It's weird.

I went towards the kitchen, finding nothing to eat, as I picked the cash from purse. And opened the door. Finding him sitting at the door. He looked up at me when he saw my shock face. He stood from the floor. His jacket now in his hand. "Why are you still here?" I asked him, surprised as he stares blankly at the floor.

"I know, an apology isn't enough. Still I am sorry. I won't force myself on you. And probably deal with everything else. But for last time can I share something with you?" He made me stuck at a tough place, where I am feeling guilty instead.

"What?" I questioned back at him, "You were the last case. The last girl I was trading, and that too, do you remember the girl who helped you in the club. Helping you take to the hotel room for washing up?"

I just stared, "She liked you. She chose you for trade. And just when I was about to quit down, Lee Shu Re asked for one last girl. That became you.  Riya isn't dead. She is at his place. She was saved after the suicide attempt. And was taken by him. So everyone assumed she died in the hospital. But she is there. He said he would give her back, for Shivanshya. In return for you."

What?

Riya isn't dead?

She is alive? Mother of?

" Shivanshya isn't my son. I didn't even knew, she had a son until she was traded. I came a call from boarding school, because she had me as the emergency call list. "

How many things are still in the box?

His eyes waiting for someone kind of respond. But how am I supposed to act? What should I do? What should I say?

" Are you telling me to go to Lee Shu Re to get your son his mother? "

That came out rude! I know! But its the position where I should be thinking about myself and not anyone else.

"No,"

"Then?"

"Maya... I am sorry. For being a selfish jerk. I'll. Get over everything and make sure this never comes back at you." his long halt on Maya had me thinking when I watched him leave beside me.

Shivanshya's real mother?

My saying no is like him never having his mom for his entire life?

He will be alone. And not even with a man who is actually his father? Like a stranger?

"What's wrong with wanting a mommy all my campus friends have moms. Who sends them some favorite lunch every weekend, and calls them before sleeping everynight with a goodnight kiss. And comes to meet them all the time.

His words ringing in my head.

" Fine!"