PURCHASED HIS (IMMERGED HIS BOOK SERIES #2)

54. His Not That Bad

MAYA

"So, you are going to give on her!" Her mother asked again, when he just looked at the ground.

Eavesdropping doesn't feels right like this, but I listen to something very important today. That he is still buying me. After telling me he won't if I show up at my brother's house with Aaryaman.

Well. I don't know how to feel about this? Should be grateful, or should I just ignore anything I heard.

Doing neither feels right, I just picked the cash out from my purse, and wrapped it on my scalf, keeping it down at his door.

I came back in the elevator, and just disappeared behind the door.

What he did, has been ringing in my ears all the time, while I kept walking out. I felt someone behind me, when I turned, finding a car, "Why are you walking? Your feet is injured badly?" He asked me, he followed me.

Once again!

He stopped the car, and came out towards me. "I gave you that not as a bribe or your price! But just as a friend lending money. So you don't have to feel burdened about it," He saying to me. And handing me the scarf back.

"I am going back at my brother's mansion, living with my family. I don't need it anymore," The decision I made while walking I told him, "You came out of that place for a reason? Didn't you tell me at the counter, when we had breakfast? That you wanted independence and you felt bad burdening on your brother." He tried to remind me reasons like I didn't already know it.

"I know, but I guess it's better being a burden then being a beggar," She said, when he shaked his head.

"It's better, fighting out all the troubles in your with someone, above all." He suggested, handing the scarf of money in my hand.

"You are making me feel guilty, as if I have wronged you Shivaaye. And I don't like being guilty, can you please not do this with me?" I begged him, his eyes depicting as if he was betrayed.

"The least good thing you can do is, ignore all the rationalisation right now. For me. Because I feel more guilty and if possible, I want to stay by your side, however I can. Even if that means I am lingering on you." his words, did swayed a little more then just in my heart. My heard having second thoughts and many more.

I looked at my hand, and then him.

Handing him the money back. "Let me go," I asked him, he scrunching his eyes. And almost crying like face.

I just can't do this, I turned and walked away from him.

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He didn't follow me after that, probably because he is well aware that if he does things much more, it will just led it badly. And that's the last thing I want. Anything to be bad.

I looked at my brother's house, and decided to go and tell him, or ask him if I can come back. I know I should think many times and that it took me too much to come out of this house. I have no other choice. Still staying in that house will just make things complicated for me because it's related to Shivaaye. And when I am ready to hurt him, I have no right to take advantage of him.

I just took the ride of elevator to go upstairs, the elevator opening. "Oh! Maya?" Bhabhi came towards me when she heard the elevator. She stood and walked towards me. "Bhai?" I asked her directly, she looking towards his study room. Pointing there.

"It's early morning, where are you coming from?" She asked me, looking at my look. It was pretty obvious I wasn't fresh."I was just-at someone's house," I couldn't find a perfect lie for here.

But what I said raised her interests. "Someone's house?" She asked bhai opening the door in haste. "Who's house were you?" He was really interested here.

Because he is overly sensitive when it comes to his conservativeness.

"I was just roaming around, at that when we are at house topic. I want to come back."

Yeah! I know I failed! I know I am a failure who couldn't even lasted a quarter month outside the world alone. But its not my fault that I met a disaster as soon as I stepped outside of the house. The first day.

It's not my fault that my life turned out like this.

"Okay, I'll let mom and aunt know, when are you shifting? Want hand?" I was little astound.

Because I was prepare for little laugh and little taunts, though he just accepted it.

"Are you sure? You don't want to say anything else?" I asked him, when he shake his head. "I already knew this day will come, I was already prepared for it." He said, making me feel hurt.

He always believed that I will come back? That means I was forever a failure in his eyes, "Now, where were you?" He again came back to the question I left of, and tried to ignore.

"I was at my friend's house,"

"Which friend?"

"Just friend bhai!" i got frustrated but he didn't care,

"That friend I saw at your house?" He asked me when I sighed, "Not Shaan," I told him then he raised his brow. "Were you at your boyfriend's house? Whole night?" He asked me, interrogating as if I was some little kid.

"I was at Shivaaye's house" I just said it, because if I saw Alia, he would have made me call, if I saw Aaryaman, he would have stirred trouble with him. I don't want either.

Even though I am really scared of his wrath, I just don't think, things can get any worser in my life. Then it already is. Unless he disown me.

"Why? Were you at his house?" He asked me, wanting an real answer and no lie.

Well, if I was to lie I would have already, why would I say anything true?

"I think I am okay, with getting married with him."