bullied by them a ricky dillon fanfiction

the bridge

Casie POV

Casie- dad I'm heading out
Dad- whatever

I gave a lot of thought about what Sam said and I can't take it any more I can't take life any more. I'm going to jump off the bridge since I can't swim. And I mean its not like any one would care once I'm gone. My dad once said to go kill myself. The boys said to go kill myself. I even once told myself to go myself. Shear Shane and joey might miss me but I think they'll get along just fine. As I was nearing the bridge I got on the railing and looked down. This is it I thought. I was about ready to jump until I heard footsteps it was the boys great. Not.

Connor- wait your not really going to jump are you
Jc- of course she's not watch this hey emo girl what are you waiting for just jump. He had a smirk on his face
Casie- don't worry I plain to
Jc- wait what

At that moment I jumped.

Ricky POV

She wasn't going to jump she can't until I heard.

Casie- don't worry I plain to
Jc- wait what

She jumped

Ricky- wait

But I was to late she hit the water

Ricky- we can't let her

I dove in after her

Casie POV

Oh my god I can't believe I actually did now all of my pain and suffering will be gone. I suddenly see something move towards me.

Ricky POV

I'm searching for her till I spot her. I go towards her grab her by her waist and pull her up and on to the bank were ever one els is. We look down on her wet face.

Trevor- she needs CPR
Ricky- I'll do it

I giver CPR and after a few times she's coughing up water. I tried rubbing her back but she pulled away

Casie- why the hell did you save me I wanted to die

The guys had guilty looks on there faces

Ricky- we were not about to let you die
Casie- and why not you guys wanted me dead Sam said so himself you should just go kill yourself.

Sam looked down

Casie- and JC even told me to jump so that exactly what I did

Now JC looked down

Ricky- Casie were sorry
Casie- no your not you just feel bad that I almost died pretty soon this will all blow over and will go back to beating me

She stood up now and so did we

Ricky- Casie please
Casie- no this was just a delay soon I'll try again and make shear you guys can't stop me

She tried walking away but I was not done talking to her

Ricky- no you not we will all just keep a close eye on you then
Casie- oh yeah its not like your ganna be with me at home what are you ganna do there
Connor- well we will just have to go with you there as well
Casie- and how do you get past my dad
Kian- we'll just say were tutoring you
Casie- and how come all of the sudden you guys care
Ricky- because we feel bad
Casie- ha don't make me laugh you feel bad just a day ago you said it was all worth it to see me suffer
Ricky- yeah but I relies my mistake now

Casie POV

Do they really mean this. No of course they don't.

Casie- and why on earth am I suppose to trust you guys
Sam- just give us a chance
Casie- and why would I give the guy a chance that dug into one of my cuts that I obviously regret doing.

I was crying now

Kian- Casie just please
Casie- ugh well there's no use in fighting any more its not like I ever did so why should I do it now
Trevor- were sorry
Casie- you know what fine whatever
Ricky- so you'll let us help
Casie- yeah I guess but this does not make us friends

They all nod in agreement

Casie- now I'm ganna go home go home I'll see you all tommorow
Jc- uh shouldn't one of us go with you
Ricky- I'll do it
Casie- whatever

I start walking away with Ricky right by my side and can't believe there ganna help me whatever they'll just do this for 3 days and then they will go back to bulling me.

Ricky- so what was going through your mind when you jumped

Is he really asking me this

Casie- I thought I was on my way to freedom away from all this shit. Away from the pain and misery. Away from my dad. Away from you and the guys.
Ricky- oh

After a few minutes of silence he spoke up again

Ricky- you remember at your house back in your um took
Casie- of course how could I forget the day you were toying with my emotions
Ricky- right well I only did that cause I um have feelings for
Casie- come again
Ricky- well if you want me to. He smirked

It took me a while to relise what he said

Casie- wow real mature
Ricky- sorry but um I do have feelings for you I like you Casie

I was tearing up

Casie- no you don't
Ricky- what

We stopped walking

Casie- your only saying this because you want to feel better when really your discussed by me
Ricky- no I'm not
Casie- yes you are
Ricky- no I'm not
Casie- then prove it to me
Ricky- fine I will

He grabbed my arms and smashed his lips to mine. He kissed me for 10 seconds

Ricky- that prove it

I was crying now

Casie- sorry but no
Ricky- then what els do you want me to do
Casie- I don't know your creative figure it out

He seemed hurt by what I said and I know I'm being harsh but I just can't go easy on the people that never went easy on me. In the words of them no mercy. I couldn't handle being there any more I ran home crying and Ricky followed.

Ricky- Casie wait. He yelled

I didn't listen I just kept running and he caught up to me and grabbed my wrist.

Casie- what
Ricky- can you just stay calm for just one minute
Casie- stay calm STAY CALM how in bloody hell am I suppose to stay calm when Im with the person who hurt me and tortured me for 3 years. 3 fucking years Ricky. Do you have ANY idea what you did to me.
Ricky- no but I regret it
Casie- shear you do
Ricky- casie can you please just give me and the guys a chance to change
Casie- fine you guys wanna Change you have 2 weeks to convince me
Ricky- thank you Casie but what about me and um you is there any chance there
Casie- I can see one but its slim just don't mess up
Ricky- I wont thank you Casie thank you so much

He embraced me into a hug and I huged back. It felt nice to get a nice touch from him instead of a mean touch. It felt nice to be liked and not hated. Once the hug was done we walked home. And I felt happy for once.