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Casie POV

I was on my way to the bus stop when say that Ricky and kian were there. I got nervous but kept on walked and I guess they noticed me.

Kian- hey so was was you day yesterday with Ricky
Casie- awful but thanks for asking. I said sarcastically
Ricky- what ever you loved it

Again I didn't do or say anything

Kian- I bet you guys didn't even do anything

Oh no I see were this is heading

Ricky- yes we did
Kian- oh yeah prove it
Casie- and how the hell is he suppose to do that
Kian- kiss
Casie- oh no I'm not going through that again

It was to late Ricky smashed his lips toine but he only got 2 seconds before I jerked away. They were both laughing and I had tears in my eyes

Kian- aww look she crying
Ricky- well yeah isn't that what babies do

They were laughing again and I couldn't take it I wasn't riding the bus to school I started running. I was running as fast as I could thank god for track I never thought it would come in handy. The only thing on my mind was to run just run and nothing els. It took me forever to get to school but I made it I even beat the bus by like a minute. I walked into school and I knew that at least all of the boys were following me but I don't care.I reached my locker and opens it I went to grab my stuff and my sleeve fell down showing my cuts.

Jc- oh look emo girl cuts herself

I quickly pull my sleeve down. But Sam reaches for my arm

Sam- oh no now we've seen them and you can't hide it from us any more
Casie- why do you guys care
Ricky- we don't Sam go for it

I was confused but I felt a pain in my arm I looked down to see Sam shoving his thumb into one of my cut reopening it making it bleed. After he was satisfied he let go. I was crying silently but still making loud sniffles. And I was holding my arm.

Connor- oh shut up

I was about ready to scream at them but I knew I couldn't. I force myself to stop

Connor- much better

The bell rang and we all went to our classes with I had with Trevor and sam. Today were discussing what to do for our project witch is do tomorrow.

Trevor- OK casie me and Sam have gave this a lot of thought and we agreed to be nice to you but only in the poam nothing els you got that
Casie- loud and clear
Sam- so what happened with your arm
Casie- I keep a first aid kit in my locker

He just nodded we got to work on our plans and in 10 minutes we were done. School went on and now its done so I was walking home and once again there they were.

Connor- hello emo girl
Casie- you know I only cut because of you and my dad and all the shit that goes on in my life
Ricky- no one gives a fuck
Casie- yeah I know that
Jc- if your trying to make us feel bad it isn't going to work
Casie- how can I make some one feel bad if they don't have any feeling

That seemed to pissed them off because out of now were just started attacking me. Once they were done Sam said something thing that got me thinking

Sam- you should just go kill your self I
Casie- thanks for the tip.

I walk away away with a small limp that no one seemed to notice. I thought to myself I just might do that.

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