Saved by the man with the red eyes

Chapter 5

Bella POV

I groaned and got out of the hospital bed, I stretched and I hissed a little from the pain is my wrists still. Charlie went to go and get the car so I didn't have to walk all of the way to the cruiser. I changed my clothes as quickly as I could without causing myself any pain.

I walked out front and soon found the cruiser and got in the passenger seat, things have been a little weird between Charlie and I ever since I attempted to kill myself, he tried to get me to go to Jacksonville to live with Renee, I absolutely refused! He wanted to get rid of me just like him, ouch, the pain from him leaving me is still there.

Anyway he said that I should go with her, I freaked out and jumped out of bed, completely forgetting my injures, grabbed some really expensive thingy, and threw it at Charlie, he dove out of the way, it smashed to pieces behind him and then I ripped the needles out of my arms, then threw the heart monitor out of the closed window, breaking the window and it still plummeted 4 stories and smashed into an empty parking spot, where ironically Dr. Cullen used to always park.

The nurses pinned me down and gave me a shot, it put me to sleep, they all think I forgot about that, but the new heart monitor and window proved it actually happened.

So I sat in silence with my father. It's not like he really cares about me, he thinks I'm some freak that needs to be 'taken care of' I don't buy it, he doesn't love me.

We got home and I went up to my room, and I stared at myself in the mirror, my huge body, I'm easily 200 lbs, even though I haven't eaten any food, the doctors said that I only weighed 80 lbs, but like before I don't buy it.

I sat there and stared out of the window, Charlie came up, to try and speak to me, I completely ignored him, he doesn't love me not even care about me, so why should I speak to him.

He left after about 24 minutes and 52 seconds, yes I actually counted the seconds until he left. I was about to snap at him, but he left, just like HIM, HE left me, HE broke me.

I stared out of the window all night long, I don't know what to do, I could stay here, live my life like this, try to kill myself again, or run away. Oh I know what I'm gonna do, and this time, no body will find me, or at least, while I'm alive...