𝐋𝐮𝐬𝐭 || 𝗝𝗝𝗞

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Jin's perspective

I was here in her funeral, looking down as she was already getting buried, I can't help but cry a lot. My auntie came towards me, she was crying with me too. I throw my 12 roses on her coffin.

Whilst jungkook was there, too speechless of her sudden and unexpected death. I was literally shock too, i didn't expect for her to die like this. I'd let all of the people around me die, but why did God chose y/n? Why not the other people?

I'm getting emotionally drained slowly and I'm drowning to these endless tears, i didn't slept for days because of this. That's what i literally hate, when the heavens chose the one you love the most to die. People kept saying "God will give you someone more better than that." And I don't think so it's true, y/n is already that better.

The world is just so unfair, so fucking unfair.

I manifested to the universe that I'd marry her, make kids with her and i thought it's the both of us against the world.

I guess after all, i fell in love with the right person, but wrong timing and wrong dimension.

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Jungkook's perspective

It's my fault, it's all my fault. I'm the reason why she died. My tears can't stop falling too much, she's the one whom i fell for, a lot. But why'd she die in this unexpected time?

"Hey, let it all out. It's okay." Yoongi beside me tried to comfort me, he was crying as well, but in a silent way. He missed y/n so much and it's been years since they didn't get to see each other. My heart hurts like hell, I'm too emotionally drained since the day i heard that she die.

I'm tired of losing someone one by one, God is taking my loved ones one by one. I hope namjoon hyung or yoongi hyung won't die, they're the only ones i trust when it comes to taking care of me.

I looked down i already see her getting buried, i throw my red scarlet rose, same as the other people around here in the funeral. I adjusted my mask, I don't want anyone to recognise me or stalk me again.

I don't want to hurt somebody ever again after what happened to y/n, I won't let a sasaeng or a stalker hurt any of my friends and family.

I look at jin, who's crying uncontrollably. It hurts my heart to see someone cry and scream so painfully. Jin's type of scream is literally the one how i feel right now, i felt in emotional pain right now. I'm such a jerk at the past for not being with her, i realised how bad i am the way i treated her at the past. Just like a toy. But when i realised my feelings to her right now, i look so dumb and shit.