painful love | ᵗᵃᵉᵏᵒᵒᵏ eng. version

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Jungkook's view

...My alarm clock rang again. I absolutely didn't want to get up. Yes, well actually, who wants that? I put the alarm clock on snooze for the last time, but my mother immediately screamed up the stairs "Jungkook finally get up! You have to go to school!"

Something I heard my mother curse. She didn't like me anymore, and found me disgusting... If it were up to her, she would have kicked me out a long time ago, but since I wasn't 19 yet, I was allowed to stay here. But she immediately told me that I would participate in my 19th Birthday should get out of here. Great Birthdaygift, isn't it?

Why this hole thing? You are you probably wondering now, I'll explain that to you now:

I've always been different from others my age. In primary school, all boys wore dungarees and flashing shoes from Cars (children's cartoon series with talking cars) or something. On the other hand, I didn't like cars or anything like that. I preferred to play with the girls from the class with dolls. I found that much cooler and more interesting. Over time, I also found my clothes stupid, so I switched from trousers to skirts and glittering dresses. I immediately felt much more comfortable in it. Many found this funny and teased me. At the beginning, of course, I found this stupid, but the whole thing has subsided over time. My teachers and caregivers told my mother at the time that everything was a defiant phase and that would subside with age, so it was not a point of contention between me and my mother at the time. She accepted me halfway and endured it.

However, when I came to secondary school, nothing changed, and over time I also realized that I was not attracted to girls at all. It was more boys who won my interest. Of course, I told my mother this, and then she ticked out immediately. She accused me of what a disappointment I would be for the family and how she abhorred me... I was just 12 years old. And so far she hadn't changed her mind, and now I'm 17. Meanwhile, I had gotten used to it.

Some things just never change...

I finally got out of my bed and picked out my clothes for today. I grabbed a pink skirt that admittedly was a little shorter than the one I used to wear. A baby blue cropped sweater and white knee socks. In addition, normal white Addidas shoes that rounded everything off perfectly.

I went to the bathroom, and got ready so far, and got dressed.

After packing my backpack and going down into the kitchen, I immediately caught a poisonous look of my mother. She didn't say anything and passed me by. It's not exactly the best feeling to be repelled like this, but I couldn't do anything about it...

I quickly took an apple and a bottle of water and then left the house. I didn't want to go to school...

Well, let's go to hell...

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The next chapters will be longer, I'll be! Only the first chapter was now only used as a prehistory. <3 I hope you liked it! ❤️

I'm sorry if the English is not quite correct grammatical. I translated this story on my original version!