painful love | ᵗᵃᵉᵏᵒᵒᵏ eng. version

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Jungkook's view

I was just on my way to school. Everything was still peaceful. No one judged me. Well one or two strange looks were always there, but that did not bother me much. I finally saw the school gate and was about to go in when an all too familiar voice called out to me from behind.

"Hey bitch what's up?!"

Loud laughter erupted in response, but I ignored it and just kept walking.

"Why are you ignoring us you little piece if shit?! I thought you were taught manners?"

All of a sudden I was pulled back by my arm, and shoved violently against the school gate. Pain rippled through my entire body, but I kept my voice down.

"Can't you talk? Or why don't you answer us?" asked Tae to me. He was the leader of this group. A group that had been bullying me consistently for four years.

Since I still didn't say anything, Tae slapped my face.

"I-I can talk..." I said shyly. All I wanted was for them to leave me alone.

"Oh yeah, that's about to change!" Yoongi said. He came closer to me now, and gave me a firm kick in the stomach region.

I immediately collapsed, and now lay groaning on the floor. While the others were laughing their heads off.

"Well, how about talking now?" Hoseok also interfered.

Tae knelt down to me, and took off my backpack.

"Hey, give it back!" I yelled at him immediately, and got up to take my backpack back.

The others just laughed to themselves.

"I think the backpack is too plain for me, it could use some decoration" Yoongi said with a grin. Tae tossed him my bag.

"You'll get your little gay bag back in a minute don't worry" he merely laughed, and walked off to the edge of the meadow. I wanted to run after him, but Tae grabbed me and pushed me back to the ground. Arrived at the meadow he pulled my bag once completely over the lawn. When he came back, he held the bag far away from him, and also held his nose with two fingers.

He tossed the bag to me, laughing.

"I like that bag a lot better" he laughed.

"That was a good one Yoongs! Let's go to class ey I don't want to go to detention!" now the oldest of the group also said.

When I finally realized what he had done to my bag, I really had to hold back the vomit. He has pulled it once completely through dog shit...

But before I could think about it further, I already got the next kick against my shin. Slowly I also noticed that all the tears were running down my face.

"Stop crying, bitch!" Tae knelt down to me again. "That's all such a shame, you can run to your daddy after school and tell him all about it.... Oh that's right! He died!"

Ouch.

That hurt like hell. I ignored all the pain and all the bruises on my body. But hearing those sentences from him hurt much more at that moment.

You must know, I've been in love with him for four years. I don't know why exactly I am in love with my .... He is really nice and has a character of gold.

How can I still say that he has a character of gold? Well, before he bullied me, nobody knew that I was gay. And everyone was still relatively normal to me. But when I came out, the whole shit started...

More and more tears left my eyes and ran down my face.

Tae punched me in the face again. And not only once but 3 times. By now, my nose was bleeding and my lip had split open.

"Come on, don't be like that, not everyone is lucky enough to have both parents."

Laughing, he got up again and went with the others into the school building.

I, on the other hand, was still lying here on the floor completely bloody, trembling and crying. Next to me was my backpack which was completely full of dog shit.... There the day already began great...

When the pain had subsided a bit, I got up, took my backpack and went to the sink. With a lot of effort, I grabbed all my stuff out of the bag, and turned on the water. I quickly cleaned up all the dog shit, and then tried to somehow get the backpack dry.

Unfortunately, that didn't work the way I wanted it to, so I gave in, put all my stuff back in the bag, and washed the now dried blood off my face with the cold water. Finally I slowly walked into the school building. A quick glance at the clock told me once again that I was 15 minutes late. That meant: detention...

I quickly walked towards the class, and knocked on the door. The teacher asked me to come in, so I slowly opened the door. And as usual, all 28 pairs of eyes were on me.

"I'd like an explanation, you good-for-nothing!" my teacher immediately snapped at me.

I was about to say something, but I was interrupted by Tae.

"He was probably still on a GangBang and got his pea brain fucked out of his head."

At this, the whole class started laughing.

Unfortunately, I was already used to these stupid comments. They always said I had fucked someone else or stories like that. Slowly the comments became really boring.

"Yes yes we know Taehyung." The teacher said with a smile. "Detention for you Jungkook. Once again..."

I took a short bow from my teacher, and went to my seat.

I hadn't been sitting for 2 minutes, and immediately hundreds of little notes were thrown at my head again.

Bah there's the whore again....

Disgusting bitch...

Go die! Nobody needs you.

Really disgusting...

I got such notes every day. Despite the fact that this had been going on for so long, I took the notes to heart. And that was one of the biggest mistakes I made every day. Once again I began to cry silently.

The remaining 4 hours until the break went only laboriously around. Every now and then I got little notes thrown at me, or disgusting looks.

...

Finally the bell rang for the break. I packed my things. As Tae walked past me, he couldn't resist giving me a good smack on the back of the head.

By now I was used to it, so I could almost say that I waited for the blow every break.

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