Soukoku One shots ( Mostly In Chuuyas Pov)

"I Hate You" part two

Chuuya pov
Even though I was mostly caught up in my thoughts I some how made it to the Agency. Parking the car I dial Dazai phone number waiting for him to answer. " Hey Chu Chu you here~" he says on the other side of the phone " yes I'm here" the tiredness evident in my voice. I look up and I see the tall brunette looking up at the moon the moon light perfectly reflecting on his face.

I start to get lost in thought but my thoughts stopped when I heard Dazai voice to the side of me " Aww~ Chu Chu is so awesome " looking over I see Dazai getting in my car. " Shut up " I don't want to hear his stupid lies. He's lied to me so many times I can't even tell when he's telling the truth anymore all I know now is that all his words are bullshit and nothing he says is true. " How rude you tell me to shut up even after I compliment you just rude Chuuya~ is so mean to me" he says.

Rolling my eyes I start driving to my house and soon enough we make it to my apartment complex parking lot. Parking the car I get out wait for Dazai to get out so I can lock the car. " I doesn't take that long to get out of a fucking car " I say as I try not to yell at him. " Calm down I dropped my phone" he says as he finally gets out of the car. Locking the car up I start walking to my apartment but pause when I felt a hand wrap it's self around my hand turning around I look at who's hand was holding my hand  and soon enough I see Dazai " Chu Chu~ your walking to fast " he complains " I'm not walking that fast stop being a whimp " pulling my hand back from Dazai.

After an awkward walk we finally got to my apartment door. Grabbing my keys I open the door and hold it open for Dazai to get in " are you coming in or not " I say as I glare at Dazai " Wow Chu Chu~ I never knew you had such a messy house" he says as walks in to the mess I call home even though I don't really call it home. " Tsk shut up I wasn't expecting company " I say as I shut the door. " What so Chu Chu~ lives like this when he doesn't expect company" he says as makes himself more comfortable on my couch. " No I'm just busy with work so I don't have time to clean" I say lying . I don't get assigned a lot of work so I spend most of my time at home stuck in thoughts. " I think Chuuya is lying to me" Dazai says as he gets up and walks over to me. Gently grabbing my chin he holds it up  making me look at him.

" You know I actually don't leave my keys in the Agency" he says looking down at me. "..." Nothing thats all I could say. " I didn't try to call anyone else but you" he whispers gently in my ear. "..." Not knowing what to say so I decide to keep silent . " Akutagawa called me  earlier saying that you've been acting weird saying that you've been more quiet than usual saying that you've been caught up in your thoughts not focusing on anything saying you started apologizing for every little mistake you make" he says as he looks in my eyes. "So what why do you think it  involves you" I finally mutter out

"Akutagawa says you've been acting like this when you and me had to go get Q back he thinks it's because of me that  you've been acting weird " he says as he inches closer to my face. I feel my face heat up as he gets closer to my face. " so what it's not like you actually care " I say as I try my best not to yell. " What makes you think I don't care what if a do" he says but his tone was serious. " You don't care you've never cared I bet you didn't even think about me until Akutagawa called" I say raising my voice a little bit. " Of course I care about you I always have what made you think I don't care about you " I look up in his eyes and I see the gentle look in them. As I started to believe him my thoughts come in like a hurricane all saying the same thing " he's lying ".  " Stop lying I know you never cared about me you just see me as a tool that you can easily dispose of" I say as I pull away from him.

"  I hate you. I hate you so much you've never cared about me  and you never will " I say as the tears I've held back for so long finally set it self free. " Chuuya I've always care about you and I always will Chuuya..." He's pause for a moment " I love you " he says as he inches closer to my face " really.???" I choke out in between sobs " yes chuuya I love you so much it hurts to see you cry like this " he says as he pulls me in a deep embrace. "I love you too " I mutter out. Pulling his face closer to my face I close my eyes and pull him in to a gentle kiss. A kiss I could never forget. I soon feel Dazai bit my lower lip asking for access in to my mouth. Deepening the kiss I allow Dazai access to my mouth his tongue exploring every inch of my mouth. Soon enough we slowly pull away from each other catching our breaths. Looking in his eyes I mumble out " I hate you but maybe not as much as I thought"

A/N: FINALLY IM SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO MAKE BUT HEYYYYY IM TAKING REQUEST IM SORRY IF THIS WAS CRAPPY BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS