He's the one

Chapter 25

I don't know where is he talking me "are we there yet?" I asked "not yet" i feel him put his hand on my thigh and start massaging it, it's kinda relaxing after ten minutes "We're here" he said taking his seat belt off "give me a minute I will grab something from the backseat" I get out of the car and see a big field ,just some people the sun began to set down ,this place is beautiful "come on ,let's go" Lucas came and take my hand "let's sit down" he drag me to some place next to a small lake and put a blanket and sit on it

"I brought some snacks and stuff" Lucas said I smiled at him "that's nice" he's smiling at me "yea, you will see what are we going to do" I sighed "I'm curious" I said "have some patience baby" he said pinching my cheek and pecking my lips I blushed "can I ask you something?" I really wanted to ask him this "anything" he said putting my hair behind my ear "when we were doing the project the first time do you remember" looking at his beautiful eyes, he nodded "you said you used to read a lot what happened" he looked around then at his hands "you don't h-"

"it's my mom" he said looking at my eyes "me and her used to read like a lot everyday that was our way of having fun ,I just remember her every time and I miss her all the time, it's hard to not have her around, I have been trying to keep everything together just for my dad, he really loved her and he still, it was hard for him" he looked at me i can see the pain in his eyes, I pulled him to me he sit between my legs his head was on my shoulder I played with his hair "I'm here now okay, I will fill all the lacks now" I put my hands on his cheeks, I saw his watery eyes , i feel my heart broken into pieces I kissed his forehead and huged him again

He don't deserve any of this ,I just want to stay with him all the time "do you want to read with me" he said looking at me now I smiled "yes did you bring any books with you" he grab something from the basket two books "I bought those two for us to read together" I was so excited now "omg I love this" I said jumping up and down, he start laughing at my behavior , he gave me the book and put his head on my lap "we will start the first chapter, don't you dare to start the next one with out me" I said playing with his hair

He didn't respond back he just looked at my eyes "what" I asked laughing he always do that , he again stay quiet, then he put his hands and pulled my face and kissed me deeply his lips are so soft we start making out he sit straight and put me in his lap so now I'm straddling him his hands on my waist , I pulled away "if you keep going this we won't read any chapter" i said out of breath.

After awhile of laughing and joking and kissing Lucas tell me about the game next week and other things , I start seeing things in the sky i think sky lanterns "omg look they are so beautiful I wish we had one" I said too Lucas looking at the sky "we already have one baby" I looked at him shocked seeing him holding a big one with a pencil "omg where did you get that" I said excited "come on let's write on it and make a wish then we will let it go" he said standing up, i stand up quickly "what are we going to write" he asked "wait let me think" i was thinking of something

"What about 'I wish us a lot of books'" I said laughing "not a bad one" he looked at me nervous "what's wrong?" I asked him "before we write anything i want to tell you something" I nodded waiting for him to say something "look Louren after my mother death I was a completely different person but when i saw you and get to know you you just make everything look beautiful and you make me excited about things I thought I will never be excited about, you always make me want to be with you I'm always craving you, I want to make you happy and make you love yourself and I want to protect you from everyone that thinks about hurting you" he said everything in one breath, I looked at him so shocked "I just want to tell you that i love you, i know it's too ea-"

I cut him off by kissing him my hands through his hair, I pulled out "I love you too" I said scared of his reaction, he looked at me smiling from ear to ear, he picked me up and start spinning around "yess i love you" he said smiling then kissing me real quick "god I wanted to say that to you from the morning" then he hugged me, all this happening and me smiling and giggling.

Then he let go of the sky lanterns and let me make a wish I wish that he could always be by my side, he kissed and huged me again "i love you"
"I love you too"

I'm lucky to have him, he make me feel alive.