I lay there is silence for hours just thinking if this horible life then I get a idea. I think and ponder it and I finally end up agreeing with it. I get up and and write a goodbye note to give to Katy and another one for everyone else. I get done quickly and walk over to my "sercret stash." I pull out my leather and metal tunic I made a long time ago. I slip it on and grab my Five Seven and my shotgun, I strap the shotgun to my back and my Seven to my side. I walk out of the room and to my surprise everyone is sleeping. Good this will make this easy. I say with a smirk on my face. I walk to Katys door and put a note on the floor right out side it. It read, " I'm sorry baby, but I have to go. I love you. -Keekee" I walk out into the living area and sit the other note on the table. It reads "Goodbye everyone, I have to leave. Your not going to find me so dont bother looking. Take whateverys left in my room I dont care. Good luck to you all. Liam take good care of-em. -Kyle" Whatch ya doing? Out of the corner of my eye I see Elise. Leaving.. I say still facing the same way. What for? You'll die if you leave. I could tell she was worried for me in her voice but I just continue to walk towards the door. Kyle don't leave this team needs you. She says begging. No, no they don't. Just let me leave. Is this really what you want? Yes. Yes I do. For once I want to travel my own path succeed my own goals with nothing and no one weighing me down. I start walking again. Kyle before you go let me say one more thing to try to convince you to stay. I stop mid stride and say. I'm listening. Ok..Umm.. EVERYONE WAKE UP! KYLE IS TRYING TO LEAVE! I turn back and glare at her with pure evil in my eyes. NO! Why would you do that! I hear foot steps running down the hall. SCREW YOU ALL. I wip around and assasin dive through one of the windows. I start running and then the thought went though my mind. I forget it! That moment it felt like time froze. I forgot the thing which was my most valuble possession, the half heart pendant Katy gave me in the seventh grade. I turn back at the truck though the thick brush. I could'nt leave without it, I have to go back I thought. I start to walk back and then I hear the door open and everyone (So I thought) jumped out with flashlights in there hands. Oh shit! I mumble. They start walking off in different direction in teams of 2. I think, Oh well maybe I could use this to my advantage. I wait for them to spred off far enough so they wouldnt see me. I walk in my room and run over to the box I had always kept it in. I open and my heart starts beating 100 miles an hours. It was gone nothing to be found. Then I hear Emily in the door way saying. Looking for this? She says twirling it around her finger. Give it to me! I say steping forward trying to propose a quick threat. Only if you stay. She stops and holds it in her hand. No! Fuck you nurse bitch. Fine take it pretty boy, besides you wouldn't be leaving if you really cared about anyone on the truck. She chucks it at my chest and walks down the hall. Only at that moment did I find an once of guilt in my chest. But there was no turning back now I had to leave. I walk out of my room and look up the hall at Katys room and a tear rolls down my face. But I just turn the other way and walk out the back of the truck. I jumped down and then someone turns around and shines there light at me. They yell. Don't leave Kyle! I quickly pick up a rock and chuck it not knowing who at. But then I turn around and I get grabbed by the throut....
