My succubus love

The talk!

"First who were you on the phone with?" I ask putting the water on the table.
"Your mother." He states.

Figures. "Well what exactly do you know from her?" I ask.
"That the lust of others can only sustain you for so long. Also that as you get older and reach adulthood the lust of others becomes less affective." He finishes.
"Basically." I respond.
"There's more to it. Correct?" He states.
"Where to start." I ask myself.
"The beginning?" He answers.
"Ah, yes. A very good place to start." I laugh. "Well to be honest it's pretty hard to understand. When I turned 17 my succubus nature came alive per-say." I trail off looking at the water. "I entered the time period where lust isn't enough anymore. According to what my mother and I found out the period is about 2 years long. If I haven't found my mate by then I will die." I say sighing. I look over at Aizawa and see him deep in thought.

"So you are basically in a two year long mating period?" He asks. "What about the heat you were telling me about?"
Why didn't I just say it like that. "Well the heat you are talking about is the physical part of it to help insure my life." I say looking at my lap.
"Wait, how old are you again?" He asks.
"I turn 19 in five months." I say.
I see the realization dawn on him, the face everyone makes when they realize I'm running out of time.
"Then why would you want to sleep through it?"he asks worry written on his face.
"Because I don't want to force someone into it.I give him a reassuring smile, placing a hand on his face. "I've already excepted that i might die."
He brings his hand up holding on to mine, he brings it down from his face. He rubs circles on it while deep in thought. "How do you know you found your mate?"
"Doesn't say, all I know is that mating is kind of like. Hmm marriage I guess, both parties have to be completely certain that they want to be with the other person." I say.
"But unlike marriage you can't leave each other." He states.
"I mean they can leave each other, The succubus will just die." I say shrugging.
"Makes since." He says.
"How does that makes since?" I say with a forced laugh. "Having to die just because someone stops loving me, or not being loved. It's bullshit in my eyes." I say pushing myself off the couch.
I take a step forward my knees giving out as I try and walk. Aizawa reaches out to catch me but I swat his hands away. "I don't need your help, I'm fine." I say frustrated.
"It's not wrong to ask for help." He states.
"I didn't need it before and I don't need it now." I say gathering my strength and walk to my room closing the door.
I don't need help I'm fine, If I die I die so what. I let my body slide to the ground as I put my head in my knees. Who am I kidding.. I don't want to die...

I KNOW.. this chapter is short I'll make up for it next week!