Behind the smile...bvb fan fiction

And there it was hell in a building

Sat on my bed, I waited twidling my thumbs, they were coming soon, that was when I'd be forced to leave the place i shared all my memories with; The memories of my mum and that was what hurt me the most... She knocked violently and I jumped out of my skin! "Time to go sweetie!" She cooed through the letterbox. I oppened the door to se her, a bag man and taxi driver waiting for me. I hauled my bag out of my room and beckened him in to pick it up then went back to get my gecko's vivarium attempting to carry it but thankfully the man took it from me to put in the car.

"Thanks..." I said sheepishly, I delicatley sat in the car staying silent for the rest of the way, the car soon  pulled up in the run down car park of a cracked, crumbling and worn out hotel-like building. "Why are we stopping...here?" I asked unsure, the woman looked at me like I was mad or something...

"What do you mean? This is it." She said bluntly and disappointingly (not that I wasn't already FYI) There was a group of chavs sat on the steps leading to the wonky door smoking and drinking, i already knew how life would be like here. The woman coughed nervously as we got out of the car and she led me to the enterance. It was full of skanky kids performing errands, one walked past me in a traksuit and spat on my foot 

"KEVIN! Don't do that." She said stunning them into silence "Anyway, hi I'm Miranda Parson the head careworker here at Sunshine palms carehome, I'll take you to your room." She said beckening me upstairs.

"I have a gecko." I said randomly to her, she rolled her eyes dramaticlyand we changed direction.

"Okay but only on the condition that you will pay for the food with your allowance." She warned me, we came to a rather small room with a stripped down bed, bare walls and very basic furniture. The man dumped my bags on the bed then left. "Come down in an hour where we can tell you about the rules in this place, I'll leave you to it." She said leaving and closing the door with a slam. Soon enough one of the careworkers put my bedding on my bed and asking me about paint; I said I didn't give a shit but then they agreed not to tell miranda if i told them so I said grey and teal... I put CC the gecko down then just sat moping around for the next hour. "GET YOUR SWIMSUIT ON AND WE CAN TALK IN THE POOL." Miranda shouted from downstairs, because of my cuts I never went swimming and had about 1 swimsuit; Let me tell you I wasn't going to make an exception! I went down in a T-shirt and shorts with a cardigan, she looked really confused when she saw me. "Where is your swimsuit?" She asked me in disgust almost.

"I don't feel like having a jolly swim in a fucking swimming pool when my mother has only just died." I shouted, she scowled at me and told me to sit down quietly.

"First off, no swearing, no fighting, no stealing, no lying, no bullying-" She said as I interrupted

"What do you think this is, juvinal hall?" I protested because that's what it sounded like.

"Pft you'll be surprised, anyway, no shouting, no pool after 8pm, no food after 11pm, dont go in other peoples rooms, 1 pet only, no loud mu-." She said again being interrupted again by me.

"Erm I can't promise that I'm afraid.." I stated because I really hate quiet music it's gross and theres no point in it, she scowled then continued to speak.

"And most importantly if you break one of these rules then ALL your allowence will be docked and you will be put in the white room, a bare room with no furinture for 2 nights." She said smiling patronizingly at me.

"Right, k." I said passivley walking back inside, she looked like a right pleb in the cold pool with wet ratty hair all by herself- I hated her already she. When I got back in 'my' room there was a little brat in there looking through my stuff; I was furious! "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING YOU PEICE OF SHIT!" I screamed, attracting attention off the other little chavs that lived there, she ran out with a piece of paper I knew was extreemly important so I tried to go after her being stopped by one of the people in the small crowd they formed "Move!" I demanded, but he wasn't going to budge, he looked really angry though...

"You ain't going anywhere mate." He said in a chavy acent, I smirked.

"Do you wanna bet? Oh and I am not your 'mate'." I said kicking him in the balls then bating all the all the others off with my fists, I stormed into her room and ran over to her bed where she was sat "Give. It. Back." I demanded puting my hand out furiously, she timidly and slowly lent forward and placed it in my awaiting hand, I snatched it up and stormed back into my room. I put bvb on and got lost in the words letting them take me over as they flowed round my brain and round my room until then hit my soul; It always happened and nobody could deny it. Miranda then came bursting into 'my' room with her hands on her hips, oh no...

"Young lady, what on earth do you think your doing coming in here and intimidating other children- I knew you were a troublemaker from the moment you walked through the door!" She screamed at me as her face grew redder and redder. She then walked over to me "Your going in the room and the girl you intimidated will have your pet.

"I don't care about me but that little rat is not having CC." I said bluntly and quite rightly too.

"She bloody well is child!" she scolded, she grabbed my hand and dragged me into the room and proceeded to lock the door. I was alone. trapped and this was one of the few times in my life I was actually scared. The paint on the walls were cracked and parts of the ceeling had worn away, brown stains smeared the wall and cobwebs lingered in the corner by the ridiculously small window, furniture wise there was a piss stained matress on the floor with a battered and ripped sheet. It was so compact and disgusting the overpowering smell of we and takeaways combined made me want to vomit. 2 days though with a a glass of water and no food I swear this is like child abuse or something, but as it looks it seems as if i'll be spending alot of time in this place because some of the rules this place has i will deffinatley not be able to stick to! (thats a fact!)

 Later on in the evening I was disturbed by a knock at the door I told them to come in if they had anywthing interesting to say, it was the kid that I 'intimidated' earlier on with a few of her chavy friends behind her looking in and she had something loosly gripped in her hands which she threw at me I flinched and as she slammed the door I delicatley picked it up realising it was CC's tail, and I was fuming!