Misunderstood.

Heartbreak

A few days have went by and i've been in the house either by myself or with Kayla. My grandma comes back tomorrow and my freedom will be gone once again. It's been a couple days since Keon has came back and i'm starting to get worried. Yes I know we don't date or anything but I also don't have his number so I couldn't check in on him. I called Kayla to come get me so we can do a pop up. May seem crazy but I really just want to make sure he was okay.

I get up out of bed and take a shower, wash my face and brush my teeth. I walk to my closet and put on some shorts with a crop top and I put my crocs on. I put them in sports mode just in case I might have to whoop a hoe again. I get a text from Kayla saying she's outside so I walk outside and lock the front door behind me. I got in the car and for once it was just me and Kayla. We rode the whole way listening to her playlist. Which was on apple music but see me I prefer youtube because apple don't have everything but anyways.

*15 minutes later*

We pulled up and some dudes was sitting outside. I got out the car because Kayla was too scared. I walked up to the porch and asked if Keon was home. They looked at me like they seen a ghost and told me to just go in. I ignored it and walked into the house. When i walked through the door there Keon was with a girl on his lap! This isn't just any girl literally she is a girl who messes with every man i lay a finger on or even speak to! Diamond is her name by the way. Keon seen me and he didn't even move a muscle it was like he didn't care i seen him. "Nice to know your doing okay" I said looking at him. The room was quiet and I just had to walk out. While walking back outside I could hear Keon calling my name but I keep walking to the car. I held back my tears and got in the car. "You okay?" Kayla said to me looking worried. Keon came to the car and opened the passenger side door. "Amina what's wrong" he said. Literally he said it like he didn't know what was wrong with me. I couldn't even look at him. "Move i want to go home" i said pushing him back. I closed the door and Kayla pulled off. The car ride home was silent Kayla tried to talk to me but I didn't want to talk.

*later on that day*

Kayla dropped me off at home a couple hours ago. She wanted to come in but i told her that i wanted to be left alone. I've been in bed since i got back home just to cry my eyes out. I know your probably thinking why am i so sad because we didn't do anything but I actually started to like him. I let my guard down for no reason! I started playing sad songs so i could cry more. Then i began to notice that my door handle was turning like someone was trying to get in. "Go away" i mumbled. "Amina let me in" the voice behind the door sounded familiar but the music was so loud I couldn't tell who it was. I paused the music and whipped my face off walking up to the door unlocking it. I opened the door and Keon was standing in the door way. "How do you keep getting in?" I said annoyed. He looked at me confused. "She gave me a key how else?" He said moving past me sitting on my bed. I turned around looking at him. I felt so many emotions at once. I tried to hold my tears back and they just came all at once. Keon got off the bed and tried to comfort me but I pushed him back. "Wassup with you?" He said. I couldn't even stop crying to say what i wanted. "You acting like a kid right now" He said. I looked at him and completely blacked out. I ran over to him and started hitting him and he grabbed my arms holding me. "I can't believe you! I trusted you! I fell for you!" i screamed. He didn't say anything he jus let me cry in his arms. I moved from him and sat on my bed. He moved and stood in front of me. "Amina I care about you but I didn't know you would catch feelings. Especially since we didn't have sex. I would have never did that if I knew you'd feel this way. Plus Diamond my girl we just off and on" He said looking at me. It was at that moment I knew i didn't wanna see him again. I got up and pushed him. "Know what get out! Don't ever come back. I hate you so much!" I said yelling to the top of my lungs. He looked at me like he didn't even care and walked out my room closing the door behind him.

I walked to my bathroom and took a shower. I was in the shower replaying everything that happened today in my head. I cried so much I started to have a headache. I got out the shower and dried off. I looked in the mirror and told myself "Your better than this and better than him. Pick your head up." I walked back into to my room and cut the lights off. I got in bed tossing and turning until i fell asleep.