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7. Hoba

His P.O.V

You didn't realize when you fall in love with your best friend or when you started loving your best friend, but it happens and you can't do anything about it.

You need some courage to tell your best friend that you love her but it is not easy because it can also ruin your friendship. We became friends but I don't know when her presence becomes so important to me and at that time I know I'm in love with her.

It was the best feeling when my heart tells me that the angel you're looking for is your best friend. No one told me what to do when I fall in love with my best friend and now my heart tells me, to go and tell her and my mind says to wait for the right moment.

I sat at the far bench, earplugs on, watching the waves crash by the shore, purple-blue sky, and salty musky breeze tingling my skin, yoongi, jungkook, beyol, and taehyung sat a bit ahead of me by the bonfire, laughing to themselves, a little away jin and namjoon were clicking some picture with jimin.

I remember the time when we were not caught up in the world where we are living now, far back when yoongi and jimin were not here.

Everything is different when you're a child: the trees are higher, the colors are brighter, and every new day is more interesting than the last. Even more importantly, some things happen that stay in our memory for a long time - in fact, sometimes they end up being with us forever.

Childhood is a collection of life's most precious moments, and my precious moments are recalled by her. Growing up she was closest of all,  she would protect me when kids would make fun of me for not having a mother, and even tho she got teased for that, she was always strong, and she had the capability to stand up for herself where I dint. when jin, tae, and namjoon got to know about the teasing they would help us, but she never shed a tear.

little girl wiped tears off the sniffing boy's face, with her chubby little fingers, her doe brown orbs shaking at seeing her friend cry. "don't cry hoba, they are jealous because we don't get scolding from our mother and they do" she blinked her long black eyelashes reaching her rosy cheeks as the little boy sniffed, rubbing his eyes.

On weekends  Jin's mother would take us to parks and amusement parks, and I would always share my candy with her.

the 6-year-old boy extended his hands towards the girl in a pink frock, holding out a few oranges candies for her, she smacked her lips taking one in her mouth, giggling, "thankyou hoba" she said as she pressed her tinny thin lips on the grinning boy's cheek making him blush.

the moments we spend teasing others.

both 7 years old ran as they snatched cotton candy from the pouty boy, giggling and holding hands, as they reached the table in the garden, the girl halved the cotton candy puff as she passed the bigger portion to the boy with ebony hair. "Jin would complain to aunty" the boy realized," let him" the little girl giggled dropping a strand of candy in her mouth.

the 12-year-olds carried the heavy bucket to the boy sitting on the bench in the garden, playing with his toy car, the girl made a shush gesture at the boy with tiny dimples, dumping the whole bucket at the innocent boy, who was now soaking wet and started to wail, the giggling boy ran teasing the wet boy, "oh, are wet taehyung-ah??" laughing as the girl followed the running boy, leaving a scowling boy alone.

we would always steal Joon's notes and copy his homework, stealing jungkook's snacks was our daily routine.

But once we reached 15 we all distanced a little for a while because of school and now training. and that's when I knew I had feelings for her.

Now seeing her laughing with other guys scared me that they would sweep her off, while I didn't ever courage up to tell her my feelings.

I shoved the earphones in my pocket, stopping the music, I made my way towards the bonfire, I would confess, not today, but I will.

Telling your best friend that you love her is hard but if you never told her that you love her you will regret it one day.

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