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𝓜𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓸𝓯 𝓱𝓲𝓶

23. Memories of him

Beyol P.O.V

"Are you even listening to me?"

"shut up..just ..shut up!"

"what the hell is wrong with you? are you jealous?"

"How did that feel..huh?"

"I tried to save your wife for fucks sake!"

"you touched her lips with yours!!!!"

"I am going to break your jaw if you keep talking like that"

"I got you a vanilla latte, I know you like this" this time it was namjoon.

"oh, namjoon-ah, make him understand that I was trying to make his wife breath" jimin whined defeated.

"yaah, you could have straight bought-" 

"are you serious jin!? this is what matters to you??! your wife would be dead, are understanding?? she would be DEAD if he dint had given her CPR, she was losing her pulse for fucks sake, I thought you were smarter than this, and I don't want anyone of you arguing right now, nor I want to hear another word! do you all understand?!" I cut off jin, he was being pathetic. his wife was on her death bed and all he cared about was that his brother like a teammate gave CPR to his wife.

Currently, we were in the hospital hallway, Jungkook was gone for some paperwork, jimin, jin, namjoon I had gotten our wounds clean, a few minutes ago doctor took my blood and treated hoseok who was now getting his deeper wounds treated in the ICU, Taehyung's surgery was almost complete when we reached there, he had gotten an infection because of rain in this wounds, but he is fine now, we are not allowed to meet a few more hours as doctors are keeping an eye on him, same goes for Myra, but all that matters now is that all of them are breathing now, Nyra had come to take care of her sister.

And Yoongi?

Each strand of my body is throbbing for him right now, my heart is beating at a concerning rate, I can feel myself shivering, my eyes are hot,  he is in the operation theater, his body is giving a very weak response, the sight of him tied his hand up with rope keeps flashing in front of my eyes. The way he whimpered in my arms, the way all those ugly marks dripped blood on his precious body.

Maybe if I had reached there a little early? maybe if had acted more quickly? maybe if we had kept more security at the event? maybe if I had stayed with him? all of this wouldn't happen.

I felt the couch dip to my right I looked there, it was jin, he looked at me with soft eyes, he placed his left hand on my left shoulder, massaging it, pulled me in a hug, as my shivering body collided with his warm body, tears streamed down my cheeks, all my emotions flowing with them i gripped his shirt tight, soaking his shirt with my tears, I couldn't stop now, as memories of him flashed in from of my eyes.

the times we did stay in bed in a burrito blanket, 

the one time when I was about to kiss him but he sneezed so hard that I fell off the bed, I laughed at the memory of it through my sobs.

he would fight me for the blanket in the middle of the night, which would mostly end up in a makeout session.

the morning when he started tickling me out of nowhere when I was brushing my teeth and I snorted toothpaste.

in the middle of the day when I caught him licking bath bombs.

how his thin, cold pink lips felt again mine.

on weekends we would pick a shitty movie and insult it all the way till end while throwing popcorn at the screen, sometimes hoseok would join us too.

the way it felt against his hard chest.

the way-

my thoughts were cut off by the doctor coming out of Hoseok's room, as they spoke,"Mr.Jung is fine now, you can meet them before the meeting hours end" with a short smile jin bowed his head in response, I quickly wiped my tears and took a few deep breaths, as I stood up, "I'll go meet him first".

I peeked through the door silently first, "can you stop playing with your IV?"

He took in my presence and looked towards me, "it's itchy" he pouted.

I took a seat on the stool beside his bed, "how are you feeling?" I asked softly, taking his hand in mine.

I looked at my best friend's soft brown orbs, the new bruise at his cheekbone, and cut near his lips, 

"These medicines make me feel so out of it" he whined

just then a nurse entered the room, moving quietly towards the table at the corner of the room preparing some medicine for him, 

"I think my nurse is trying to kill me" he whispered to me, eyeing the lady.

I laughed at his silliness.

just then I saw jungkook peeking in the room, I thought of leaving so that the brothers could have some time, "I'll bring something for you to eat, okay?" I ruffled his hair.

I made my way out passing a comforting smile towards jungkook, as I came into the hallway, I saw jimin enter taehyung's room, he must be awake now, I decided to bring something for him too, 

"do you want to have something? you must be hungry.." I asked namjoon and jin, but they just shook their head in responce.

At the cafeteria, I bought some chocolate muffins, kimbap, and orange juice for the taehyung and hoseok, and coffee for jimin and jungkook.

After fifteen minutes I reached back into the hallway to find no one, I first entered hoseok's room only to find him asleep, instead of waking him up, quietly placed his items on the side table.

I entered Taehyung's room to find him talking to Nyra,

"Am I interrupting something" I tried to smile a little.

"n-no" nyra shyly replied,

"I bought you food" I showed taehyung, 

"thankyou sisy, by the way, how's hosoek ?" taehyung asked.

"he is better, he is sleeping for now." I passed the orange juice to him.

"I'll give these to jimin and jungkook" I showed them the coffee and went out of the room, both of them reminded me a lot of yoongi and me making me suffocate a little.

I came into the view of jimin, namjoon, and jungkook, standing with their head hung deep low, jimin looked at me with a tear rolling down his eye.

the next words that left his lips, made my world crash down on my feet, my heart stopped, mind went black as both the coffee cups dropped from my hands, 

"yoongi couldn't make it"