I was at a beach, with my family. Having fun, eating good foods and you know just relaxing under the sun.
It was a fine day, I watched some kids at the shore, building sandcastles and collecting seashells.
From what I remember in that dream I was called by someone in our cottage, when I arrived I noticed some peculiar guy, staring at me sitting in the chair. That feeling you get when you noticed someone you don't know staring at you. That's what I felt. My heart keeps racing, not because of some "kilig" vibes but because I got chills down my spine. I know that there is something insignificant with that guy.
It was night, I was in my bedroom, you know that cottage that has rooms where you can spend the night with. Then suddenly the door opened. Then the guy entered. I was so shocked but I didn't scream or some sort of reacted. He comes close to me, stared at me again for about a minute, and caressed my face then he kissed my forehead. My worries swept away like a bubble burst without a trace.
And then the situation and setting suddenly changed. I was in a room, standing and crying in front of the guy. I was saying or shouting something but I cannot remember anything, all I can remember was the guy just staring at me with a worried face mixed with wrathfulness. After a while my feelings changed, I was scared, not because of the way he looks at me but because I was scared that he will disappear and leave me. I was scared that I can't see him again.
My heart feels so heavy, that I fall to my knees without him catching me. All I can feel in that situation was, I don't want him to leave me, I don't want him to suddenly disappear, and I can't leave without him. That all I want is HIM with ME.
He approached me and hugged me so tight, so tight that I can feel that he don't want to lose me too. I hugged him back, crying so much that his shoulder becomes so wet because of my tears. We stayed like that for a long time. That my dream became a scene where we are just hugging each other. But then he stood up, turned his back at me, and started walking away. My body became so numb that I cannot move a muscle, I want to chase him but all I did was watch him.
I can still see his back, walking away from me.
Then I woke up because my cat suddenly jumped at me. Then I tried sleeping again and trying to get back in that dream because I don't want the guy to leave me just like that. I want HIM back. But then I couldn't, all I can see was his back slowly disappearing.
I couldn't describe what the guy looks because I could not remember his face. All I can remember was the feelings and situation and my heart that sinking so deep I couldn't reach it.
And until now I can still feel the heartbreak I got from that dream. I don't know who the guy was but I want to see him again, even just in my DREAMS. I want us to have a HAPPY ENDING. I WANT HIM.
