You Opened My Eyes | Yeonbin

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The blood rushed to his face, he was feeling so hot.

"Soobin I-I" yeonjun stuttered.

"What did..did I hurt you? Is everything fine you.."

"Soobin you are sitting on you know um-"

Soobin imidiently felt embarrassed when he realized he was sitting directly on his..you know.

"Soobin I dont know what wrong with me"

"Why Yeonjun I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable.."

"No its...the other way"

Soobin tried to move away but instead he fell even more on Yeonjun.

And shit, when Soobin again landed on some certain part he felt it.

He was fucking hard.

Because of Choi Soobin.

And he was straight

He panicked not knowing what to do because he was feeling his erections, never did anything like that happend so easily with girls.

"Soobin...could you get off?"

"Oh yes of course" Soobin was not seeing in what situation Yeonjun just was.

"Soobin..."

"What...as I said I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable-"

"nonono but umm maybe I'd would be better if you leave"

"Oh okay well then see you soon Junnie hyung!"

Fuck that nickname...

"Yes see you Soobin!"

When soobin got out his house, Yeonjun tried to calm himself down still being hard.

"What the fuck is happening with me how did I get hard so easily...?"

"I cant be into boys right? I'm straight."

It's been days and Soobin did not see Yeonjun, he kind of disappeared.

"Hey gyu!" Soobin called.

"Heyy Soobin" Beomgyu seemed really happy about Soobins appearance.

"Have you seen Yeonjun?"

"Umm I think he stayed at home because he was sick but he wanted to come today"

"Imma look for him! Thanks Beomgyu"

Soobin was feeling weird, he missed Yeonjun. He missed how the black haired guy looked at him and the way that he can remember what happend a few days ago in his room.

"Yeon-...oh" Soobin finally found Yeonjun but not like he expected it. He was kissing a fucking girl again right in front of his eyes.

Soob felt like throwing up, when Yeonjun finally saw him he imidiently left the girl and ran out of the class.

"What the fuck Yeonjun" the girl screamed who was left behind.

Soobin tried to follow Yeonjun, he was running away and Soobin knew where he could find him.

At his house, it wasnt far away from school so it's the easiest spot for Yeonjun

"Waitt hyung please!!"

The younger knocked on the door.

"Hyung let me in please"

And finally he opened the door and let Soobin in. Yeonjun didnt say a word, he was going straight to his room.
When he sat down Soobin was feeling the urge to hug him so he did.

"I missed you Junnie hyung" he said while approaching him.
Yeonjun accepted his hug and hugged him aswell.

"Soobin can I ask you something?"

"Hmh"

"How did you find out that you were gay..dont get me wrong I'm straight but I really want to know"

"Well...when I was young I already knew that I'm gay, It felt different with boys. I always felt more when I looked at actors then actress. I guess that's how I found out
Once...I had a girlfriend but I knew that it felt wrong"

These words hit Yeonjun hard, all these relationships he had with girls were weird ... no love could be ever found..he thought that its normal but loving someone should feel different.

Soobin crawled on Yeonjuns lap and pat his head.
It was giving Yeonjun a lot of comfort.

Soobin looked into Yeonjuns eyes, he could see the sparkles. He looked so good with his black hair. His lips were trembling, how bad he wanted to kiss the elders lips.

But could he? The older one was straight it would be kind of bad to do it. But what if Yeonjun wants that aswell....

They stared at each other until Soobin couldnt handle it anymore. He closed the gap between them and finally kissed him.