You Opened My Eyes | Yeonbin

Feelings?

His phone started ringing, it was Soobin.

"Hey!" Soobin said.

"What is..?" Yeonjun answers pissed.

"Ummn just wanted to ask when we will next meet because I dont have time the day after tomorrow"

"Then just come tomorrow"

"Okay Yeonjun"

"Call me hyung its fine"

"Oh okay! Hyung see you soon"

What the fuck was that Soobin asked himself...did he just got closer with Yeonjun??

Also Yeonjun was very much confused about that...only Beomgyu and Taehyun are allowed to call him like that.

Why was he so comfortable around Soobin...

It was another day of Soobin meeting Yeonjun.

"Dont you wanna come to me soon?"
Soobin laughed.

"Hmm maybe sometime Soobin"

They did their presentation stuff until the evening again.

"Why do you think I'm disgusting?" Soobin suddenly said.

"What?"

"I said, why do you think I'm disgusting?"

"Your not...Soobin"

"Dont call me that until I fucking got the answer"

What was with Soobin suddenly getting that anger?

"I just think that...you being gay is.."

"You think that's disgusting??? Why Choi Yeonjun why?"

Yeonjun didnt even know why...he was taught that it's a sinner, his parents told him that.
But why should he belive them when they were never honest to him. Why should he belive that when all they did was anything different then loving their own son.

"I-I" he couldnt talk properly suddenly his eyes filled with emotion not knowing what was wrong with him.

"Im fucking sorry S-Soobin" he started crying just like that.

Soobin was so shook he thought that Yeonjun will throw him out of his house but instead he began to cry and apologized.

"Y-Yeonjun?" He approached.

"Soobin I dont know what's wrong with me, I dont know what was going on...please I was so dumb so fucking dumb is should've never have said stuff like that"
Yeonjun cried.

"I'm straight B-but that doesnt allows me to talk about other s-sexualitys like t-that" yeonjun sobbed.

Soobin crouched next to him silently putting his arm around him and letting the older boy cry on his body.

Yeonjun didnt care in that moment, that it was the boy he did not even like to much.

"Soobin please hug me"

What did he just say? Really?? Taehyun and Beomgyu are not even allowed to do that..and now Yeonjun just said that?

But Soobin did what he said he crawled on top of yeonjun and hugged I'm while sitting on his lap.

It was weird, literally Soobin sat on his lap.

HIS LAP.

they continued the hug until yeonjun looked up. His eyes were sparkling.

Soobin looked so good, his brown eyes and his black hair that was so pretty.

"Shit...Soobin what the fuck is wrong with me" Yeonjun blurted.

"What??..."

"S-soobin I dont get myself why do I think that Y-your prett-" he couldn't continue it was to much for him.

He pushed Soobin away and ran into the bathroom.

"Yeonjun wait!" Yeonjun locked himself up.
He had a panic attack, last time he had a panic attack was after his parents visited him.

"YEONJUN LET ME IN PLEASE" soobin screamed, he heard Yeonjun crying so hard while his breathing was way to fast.

"Please open the door"

Yeonjun opend it and directly fell into Soobins arms.

"Please soobin I can't" with that he fainted.
Soobin was panicking not knowing what to do. He layed him on the bed and called Taehyun.

"umm Taehyun??" Soobin said with panic flushing through his veins.
"Uhhh Soobin is everything okay? You sound stressed.

"Umm no...I'm at Yeonjun hyungs could you please come?? He had a panic attack and fainted I dont know what to do" soobin rushed.

"We are coming hold up" with we he meant beomgyu.

"S-soobin...please hug me"

Soobins heart broke seeing the older waking up and imidiently sobbing again, the way that his eyes were so red and he just wanted a hug made him emotional aswell.

He was sitting with his back on the wall when he grabbed yeonjun on his lap. He was crying into his palm, his breathe still way to fast.

"Yeonjun...you need to calm down or you will faint again please.."

"S-soobin...." and with that he just fell asleep. He must've been really exhausted from the crying.

Suddenly you could hear the door opening it must be Taehyun with Beomgyu probably. They stormed into Yeonjuns room.

"What the .....fuck" taehyun said.