dark moon (fnaf suicidal moon x reader}

everything has a end

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"I HATE YOU!"Moon got back into his room and sat down, not knowing what to do. Sun screamed at him again, how useless he is and that he wished that moon was never born. "Maybe everyone would be happier if im not here anymore. Not even my own brother likes me." And so, moon sat on the window frame and smoking his last cigarette hoping that it will be over soon. His blade laid on the table near the cigarette packaging, covered in dried blood of himself. He grabbed it, knowing that sun and his whole family will be happier if hes dead. He hears the screams from the children in the daycare, who are playing with sun. Moon slides the blade deep over his skin on his wrist and there it is: blood. It makes him happy seeing that soon its all over. His vision becomes blurry and he feels dizzy. Moons pulse becomes slower and everywhere is blood, suddently all his pressure is gone and he starts to smile, no, to laugh. He loves the feeling of the freedome. Sun just gave the last child to theyre parents. "Maybe i schould check on moon, he wasnt out here in a while now, im starting to worry". Sun walks over to moons room and knocks in the door. ''moon? Are you in there?'' no response. He opened the door, slightly uncomfortable."moon...? MOON!" He laid there, covered in blood and tears with almost no pulse. Sun screamed his lungs out "FREDDY! COME HERE! QUICK!" freddy came running like he never did something else and then he saw it too. Freddy lifted moon up and they got to the nurse, who also looked very shocked about moons status: cuttet wrists with blood streaming down his hand and unconscious. the nurse called an ambulance and shortly after moon was in the hospital. his wrist was bandaged and he needed more blood bc he lost to much. he was in a little coma, but i didnt took to long till he woke up again and started crying. then a doctor came in. ''why are you crying?" Moon laid to the side "because not even death wants me". He looked up at the doctor as he began to speak: "You in a very bad condition, moon. Why did you do that to yourself? You almost died because of how many blood you lost, that isnt good." Moon looked out the window "just imagine you life in a household where everyone's screaming At you how useless you are and and everyone is just wishing you were never born and letting you know how it is, like, you didnt already understood that. And of course you cant move out because you just 19" the doctor was visibel schocked about how toxic ths family was and understood why moon tried to kill himself. The doctor who walked out of moons room leavng him staring at the ceiling with headaches.

Time Skip, 5 hours later

moon woke up in the midde of the night...still with headaches "i must sleept in" he looked next him on the table where his phone laid. "who the fuck put it there??" he looked at the clock, it was 4.21 am. moons headphones laid also on the table, wich he grabed and put them in his phone and his ear

what you know from two doors cinema club (song up there^^^^) was the song moon heard. Moon also saw that he got a sms from his brother, sun. "hey bro, hope you awake and alright. i was in the hospital and brought you phone with me because i think you need it. But you were asleep so i thought it would be for the best if i just let you sleep and laid the phone on your nightstand hoping that you will see this message. Im gonna ask you a question, why did you do that?" moon got agressive and had tears in is eyes "because you always treated me like shit! you said that im useless and that you wished that i was never born and screamed at me even if i did nothing! I have depressions and i told ya, you didnt care and just said that it was a Fase. Now look where i am: in the hospital because of a failed suicide attempt. why didnt you just let me die? you never cared and now i have to live with this pain that got caused of you, freddy and everyone who lives in this stupid pizzaplex. I DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE, AND YOU ARE ONE OF THE REASONS WHY!!!" moon send the message, and they arrived. moon laid down again and closed his eyes, wishing that his suicide attempt succesed.

time skip, the next morning 9.43 am

moon woke up, by the sound of an opening and closing door. in came a nurse who looked at him with a smile "hello mr. moon, someone wanted to visit you. i hope thats okey with you if i just let them in." and with that, sun and freddy came in. moon was obviously shocked that freddy and sun would come visit him after all what has happen. A new song has started playing, Bang Bang Bang Bang from sohodolls

Moon looked at sun in shock while freddy just stood there, spechless. "why are ya visting me?" moon asked while sun tried to find his words "because i care for you. i read your message and wanted to make a few things clear. i DO care for you even if it sometimes doesnt really feels like it, i love you because your my brother and im supposed to do it. if i scream at you its because im stressed, taking care of children isnt as easy as it seems like and some parents arent that friendly because im so young, feminim and because of the fact that i have a pigment disorder. When you told me about your depression i thought you where joking and it took me long enough to realise that this wasnt a joke. im so sorry i hope you can forgive me moon." Moon stood up, a little bit shaky but still strong. He got to sun and.. hugged him? at least was that the thought of freddy. "i wont forgive you this quick, but i think i'll get over it. Its just, i tried to take my life because of you and-" moon stoped, not really sure if he should say it "and what?" "I searched the problem in myself. I thought that something with me is not right and i started to harm myself. Everytime you screamed at me i thought i was the problem and so was a new cut on my leg created. but you also never asked me if something was wrong and you never realised the many cuts on my leg. Even the children saw them sometimes." sun looked very embarrassed "that was my stupidity, heh" "i realised that, you idiot."

authors note
in the next part theres just a few informations about moon
and this is my first time writing a fanfiction TwT

stay tuned :>