The best decision? [Koko, mikey, (maybe with sanzu) x Reader]

Chapter 7

After that night you didn't sleep well.

You always dreamed about draken who told you „why didn't you die? How you promised Emma".

It was hard to take it.

Then a phone call came.

It was Hina.

„Hello?" you asked.

„Hello Y/n-Chan.... I heard about draken-kuns death..... but I wanted to tell you that his funeral will be made today. Everybody is depressed somehow. I makes me worried. And my boyfriend lays in the hospital in a coma who has gotten beaten up by his old best friend..... well anyway the funeral is on 4pm."

She immediately ended the call.

„Poor girl." you said, even she has not a good life right now.

Right now it was 2pm so you immediately made yourself ready.

But you didn't know how the orders would react if they see you.

You know that inupi was not angry at all but will everybody react like him?

After you made yourself ready you went to the funeral.

When you were there you saw many people inside.

Then they all looked at you with a disgusted look.

Then Mitsuya stood up and took you outside again the others followed you two.

„What are you doing here???" he asked you.

„Uhm it is his funeral? of course I will come." you talked back.

„You don't deserve to come here!" he yelled at you.

„Because of you draken fucking died!" he screamed at you.

You just stepped a little back closing you eyes.

You most trauma is when somebody screams at you.

SLAP

Then you felt something hard on your check.

Mitsuya slapped you.

Hina wanted to go to you but Chifuyu didn't let her be.

You head was turned to a direction so you couldn't look at him.

„Do I laugh?

Do I smile?

Do I even look any bit of happy?

Do you think I like it that draken died????

WHY THE HELL DONT YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP AND THINK NORMALLY ABOUT THIS?????

DO YOU THINK DRAKEN WOULD BE HAPPY WHEN HE SEES THIS????" you screamed at him.

You never screamed to one of them.

You didn't let your tears out.

You looked at everyone and saw how they looked shocked.

„I-
Y/n-chan I didn't want to-" Mitsuya wanted to say something.

„No just let it be. I think it's a Good decision that I go now bye." you went away.

Nobody followed you.

You didn't know what to do.

You wanted to tell it someone.

Someone you really love.

So you went to Emma's grave.

When your very by the graveyards you saw 3 people standing infront of Emma's grave.

' why him right now?!' You thought.

It was manjiro, sanzu and koko.

They somehow heated your step and so they turned their side to you.

„Y/n?" asked koko surprised.

„Oh sorry I just wanted to visit Emma. I will do it another time so bye." you immediately turned you head and wanted to go until Mikey spoke.

„Why aren't you on the funeral of kenchin?"

You stopped on your tracks.

„Do you really wanna know?" you asked him without turned to him.

„Well why would you go to Emma what today her lovers funeral is?" Mikey asked you.

„ yeah your right. I-
I wasn't allowed to go there in......
They all looked at me disgusted of me.
Even Mitsuya who has two little sister slapped me and told me that it's my fault that draken died.
I couldn't even say him my last words.
It's my fault." you told them everything and now you started to cry.

You turned away from them so they couldn't see you cry.

Then someone came to you and hugged you.

Now you cried more.

„I know how the world is. Human are like that. They search everytime for a victim. I wanted to protect him too.... But I couldn't. So please don't left my side too Y/n-chin." Mikey told you.

Now you hugged him back. You stayed silent.

After that the four of you went out of there.

„Are you okay right now?" Koko asked you.

„Yeah somehow." you responded.

„Ok we will go now see you later Y/n-Chan." mikey said and the three of them went away.

' he is somehow like the old times....' You thought and went home.

On the way you thought about the funeral.

' maybe they all aren't there so I could go inside and pray my last words.' You thought and went to the funeral.

To your luck nobody was there so you went inside and prayed your last things to draken.

After your prayed you stood up and looked at his picture.

„I am sorry draken-kun that I couldn't protect you. I think Mikey wants me on his side so he wouldn't lose me too. I will take care of Mikey and the others so don't worry, I will try my best. I hope I will get happy again someday." you told him and went out of the funeral.

On the way home you reminded something what baji said to you while he was dying on the Battlefield.

„This world is cruel but I still love you"

~to be continued~

Hey guys I hope you liked this chapter. The last words don't go out of my head because I see many edits with them. So I Hope you have a nice day bye bye 👋.