in this book i will be talking about the mental struggles i have had or currently do have in my life. i am just trying to spread awareness and if anyone can relate to anything i say, now we both know that were not alonee fighting in this battle we c...
This little quote that I wrote has more meaning than it looks.
In the last 2 years, I have been thinking a lot about the world and what is happening.
I have slowly watched the world burn into ashes.
People are becoming more and more fucked up and the percent of crime has gone up immensely and it's really scaring me.
When I was younger, i was to blind to see anything that is wrong with not only the world around us all but also my world. I was too blind to see what was going on with my family, too blind to see what was going on in my friends lives, too blind to see that a lot of people hated me.
Ever since I started becoming more aware of life, I keep having these nightmares,,
It is just a flash of an image and sound.
The sound is like a really big bomb and then the flash of the image is the world on fire and there's a sign that says 'POPULATION: zero'
Imma draw it and show you
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It's a very fast flash that lasts a split second and then I wake up in a cold sweat and I can't breathe.
Also sometimes I am half asleep and I hear a really strange sound and it's very quick but it wakes me up really fast. I don't know how to explain the sound but it's quiet but gets really fucking loud very fast. If I could explain what the sound is I would say "bbzzzzt"
I always want to feel like I'm special in any possible way so I overreact about everything and I'm a terrible person for that but I can't help it
I feel all alone but I know I'm not and I have moments where I act very childish and afterwards I feel very stupid based on what I did and I don't know why that happens.
I am tired of people talking about how much they hate Covid because if you hate it so goddamn much, JUST DONT TALK ABOUT IT.
This chapter is very random and it doesn't seem very bad but there is obviously more stuff in my life that imma talk about.
