The Darkness Before Dawn

Hurting Me

(This story contains abuse and sexual content! Read at your own risk!)

Hello I'm Steven Adler! I'm the drummer for Guns N Roses and I'm currently dating Axl Rose our lead singer. Currently our relationship was going the best that I wanted it to go and that is because Axl showed his true colors towards me after a few months of dating. He became a very dark person when it came towards me and I was forced to do anything he wanted me to do. I wasn't allowed to go places alone, I wasn't allowed to see anyone unless Axl was there and my diet along with taking care of myself was controlled. There was days where I didn't look good due to him not letting me bathe or eat for a punishment and other days was more like covering bruises on my body after showers when it was more of a day for him to take his anger out on me. On those days I was in so much pain that I cried in bed next to him which lead to him duct taping my mouth because I was being loud or he would lock me in the guest room that he called "The Punishment Room"

One day I was gonna meet someone that was gonna save me from Axl and treat me like a queen and his name was Gene Simmons from KISS. I was gonna meet him that night at a party that was ran by Slash our lead guitarist. I entered into the house and saw others Partying along with KISS. I grew excited and was gonna say hi to them when Axl grabbed my arm harshly causing me to shake from the pain

Axl looks at Steven and glares at him while gripping his arm "You're not fucking going anywhere....got it Kitten?" He says in his deep harsh voice

I feel scared and nod while I walk with him to our band mates. I didn't talk much and looked down soon feeling my boyfriend grab my face to give me a kiss but I pull away harshly because I wasn't happy with him and knew he was playing his games to show the others that he loves me

He feels him pull away from the kiss and knew that was gonna be a punishment for him later when they got home.

I wasn't in the mood and just wanted to be away from him. I had to break free but couldn't find the light which my happiness was disappearing. I didn't feel up to talking and stayed to myself

Gene walks over to greet the band and smiles at Steven mostly but he knew something was off. He looks at him again "hello Steven! Nice to meet you along with the other guys"

I look at him and smile "hey Gene! How are you? You look great" I feel Axl grab my arm in a tight grip behind my back and twist it a little due to complimenting Gene which I grimaced from the pain and felt tears surround my eyes

Axl whispers in his ear with a smile "don't cry because you'll regret that later Kitten"

Gene saw what Axl did to Steven's arm and wanted to deck him for it because he knew Steven was a very sweet and caring person that doesn't deserve pain or bad treatment from a lover "hey me and Steven are gonna go get drinks for everyone! We'll be back"

Axl growls quietly and pushes Steven to go with Gene. He glares at Gene and watches him talk to his boyfriend while they go get drinks for everyone

I walk with Gene and enjoyed time away from Axl. We get drinks and I look at him

Gene frowns "are you okay? I saw what Axl did behind your back with your arm....Steven you need to leave him because you're clearly scared of him"

I pull my sleeve down to my sweater over my bruised arm "oh no we're good and Axl loves me a lot but thanks Gene for caring" I smile happily

He sighs "he's playing games with you and that's not love Steven....he's hurting you and using you"

I look at him "Gene please....I'm okay I promise" I smile at him. We get back soon and I feel Axl pull me next to him while he holds our drinks

Axl talks to everyone for a while and excuses himself along with me. He grabs the drink from Steven's hand and dumps in "no drinks for you tonight....now come with me you little slut" he roughly pushes him along and find a quiet area soon whispering to him with threats "Don't you dare say that again to Gene on how good he looks and don't you dare play your games with me when it comes to him!!!!" The music was loud so no one heard or saw. He grabs him and shoves him into the wall

I felt scared when he yelled at me about Gene and slammed me against the wall which made my head hit the wall. I cry softly and hold my head

He sees others walk by and kisses him to hide his secret. Soon he grabs him and pulls him into the bathroom.

I knew what was gonna happen and didn't want it to happen because he has been trying to get me pregnant for a while now. I cry and try to stop him from undressing me but it was too late. I scream loud when he pushes into me fast

He moan loud and shakes "ahhh fuck that pussy is so wet and tight" he thrusts fast and hard soon pounding him. Soon he covers his mouth with his free hard and whispers to him "shut the fuck up or I'll punish you"

I didn't enjoy the sex because it hurt so much due to him not being gentle. I breathe loudly and shake I pain. After a while he tells me he felt close and I didn't want it to happen

He moans loud "oh shit here it comes!!!! Cum my slut!" He moans loud and cums deeply inside of me which I cried because I didn't want it to happen. I orgasm hard but it didn't feel good because of the pain from forced sex.

He moans loud and cums again soon smirking "mmmm that's it babe!!!!!! Cum for me!" He thrusts hard

I cry softly when we finish and he got me dressed soon dragging me out of the bathroom. When we got home later that night, he beats me with him belt for a lot of reasons that he had for what I did to him. I spend my night on the bed in the guest room . I hear him lock the door and curl up on the mattress soon crying in pain

( end of chapter and I'm sorry for all of the sad parts but Things will get better soon before you know it!)