Crash My Heart

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—-Week later ——

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—-Week later ——

Katerina P.O.V

"I am so sorry Miss De Luca" the doctor removes the scanner from my stomach and I gulp down harshly, as much as I don't want to admit the burning pain in my heart.

I also couldn't help but feel overwhelmed with everything. The other day I felt sick as pregnancy would usually feel but I suddenly had pains like no other coming from my stomach.

Loosing a child is an experience and one that I never want to feel again. However with what has happened to me the past few weeks. No wonder the baby had nothing to hold on to.

Because I had nothing to hold me up, let alone a child. Tears ran down my face, the perfect idea of me, Roman and our child living together in harmony was like a fairy tale.

By god this story isn't one.

Fairy tales come true for girls with perfect life's and perfect lovers and perfect stories.

I'm telling you now, that this story is about to get a little less perfect. I know I'm not perfect and my mind has now become clearer.

"I'm sorry Kat" Nancy says to me, her hand on top of my own and I hold it securely. She smiles but between the lines I can see that she knows herself that this baby was maybe all that held me and Roman together.

I love him with all my heart, but was that love just lust due to the child and the deal we made?

"I love your brother, like I love Enzo and you, Nancy" I start to say and I can see her tears wanting to fall. I couldn't help but accept it within myself.

He has the power to break me and he hasn't yet, but he did in the sense that he broke me in ways I never knew I could break. I fell in love.

Something that seems so perfect.

Was it too perfect?

"Ill get your brother back Nancy, but something has changed. I can tell" I say, lifting up my shirt and placing it back over my stomach. Tears still falling down my eyes but I have every right be sad.

"I know, I know something has and I've noticed it has, maybe I just wanted it all to be this amazing story" now Nancy cries, I hand her a tissue. She blows her nose and glances back at me with a slight smile.

"It was an amazing story, but I can't help how I feel. Having a baby, I'm only 22, I want to go places" I say, grabbing her hand tighter, she sniffles.

"Let's just get Roman back, you can then decide, but he won't let you go" Nancy says, I smile at her and look away around the four walls of the hospital room.

"I'm afraid that he won't but......" I take in a large breath of fresh air ".....I think he'll understand"

I jump from the bed and pull her up with me.

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