Fuck Up

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Demitri's P

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Demitri's P.O.V

My head throbs, my brain rattled against my skull. All I can remember is making my mind up. Kat is no longer mine.

I can not keep on pretending anymore because for me it isn't pretending but to her it is. Now I need to accept it.

Although last night, I knew fine well that I did not. I recall myself staggering into Maddie's after a couple of drinks in an old pub I found. Suddenly remembering that Maddies was down the road.

It was a place me and Kat had made fond memories, however I don't remember last night. I don't remember how I got home, or have I got back into bed. I slowly reveal my eyes open.

Welcoming the morning sun. I turn my head slightly, feeling my shirt is unbuttoned more then last time I looked at myself.

My mouth drops even more realising that light blonde hair covers half my arm wrapped around a waist. My heart beats fast, did I bring someone home?

I look closer and my mind starts to go crazy. Who the hell did I bring home. I try not to wake the sleeping beauty, and lean in closer to realise that it's Kat.

My mind brings up snippets of last nights mishaps. Although it feels like a dream? It's slightly blurred and doesn't feel real.

"Katerina?" my croaky voice struggles to say her name. I speak softly but still enough for her to hear. Her head moves slightly, so her beautiful dole eyes look up to me.

Her pale and structured face lifts a gentle smile, her bed hair falling around her shoulders as she sits up.

"Hey" she gives me a large smile, her eyes looking around my face. She looks at me rather intimately making me confused and doubting if I'm still asleep.

"Are you okay? Are you feeling better after last night?" Katerina speaks to me softly. Sitting closely to me but no longer lying on my chest. Which I'm kind of sad about.

"I- I don't remember a lot Kat" my eyes search her now sad expression. She sits up and moves away from me. Making me rethink of what happened last night.

"Well, I had to come and get you. You where very drunk. Nothing happened if that's what you're wondering?" Katerina let's my beating heart calm slightly.

"Sorry if you had to see what ever you did but I had to get out and clear my head" I rub my hand down my face. My wedding ring hitting off my nose and I look down at it unconsciously.

"Oh- I see, I understand, I've done the same" Katerina smiles up at me again, her dole like features already making my morning.

"Good because I've made my mind up. I had a good thought about it and I think it is best we leave for Russia and get those papers sorted. Then you can live your life......" I say with a half heart, not meaning what I'm saying. My heart beating rapidly. I had to look away from her sudden change in features. Unsure if she's now upset or shocked.

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