steve randle's kid sister?!

chapter 3~The past still haunts

It's been a month since the accident at the church and the police thing with dally I just wish It was me and not johnny.I still had hopes they would just walk through the front door of the Curtis house as we all played cards.But I knew they where gone.I couldn't keep denying it anymore pony and the boys have excepted it but I can't seem to get over it all.I've missed three months of school because of everything and my burned wrist and shoulder had to heal before I when't back.Piny had a burned arm but he was ok and so am I but I need to heal before going back.Pony and I both have to write an essay to pass english class so we can move on to 10th grade.So we wrote about the chaos we have been through our diffrent perspectives and our diffrent emotions and all that jaz.I was still in deep shit with my brother about running away.
I would be pissed to if it was him who ran away with like soda or two-bit.So he had every right to be all pissy at me for everything.I got sent to a reformatory school for two months because I ran away and decided to hide out with them.Pony got off Scott free because I took most of the blame for him running away.I still get night terrors about the accidents that had a occurred, they where mainly about watching johnnycakes die and watching dallas get shot.I'm basically reliving the moments I wish I could forget.
I sat down at my desk trying to figure out how to start my English paper.Then i finally got an idea in how to start my Essay.So I started writing.about all the chaos I've been through through the past couple months and weeks.