"Just a manager" mark au

The good bye

just a manager chapter 19

*after 2 hours*

i'm still here in the studio, but im not crying. im disgusted and disappointed with  their attitude. after i went trought all those pain and troubles?

the two things i hate the most are not listening to the other side of the problem and ungrateful attitude. it is true that they have the potential but i did everything i could too!

and what pissed me of the most is that it's my birthday today and none of them even remembered. i'm sick of this shit. i was still fighting with my thoughts when someone opened the door.

"hi eve, i visited you here for something" a girl with black hair and dark colored clothes came in."sure lushley,come sit down"i tapped on the floor and she sat down beside me.

"were you crying?" jaye looked at me sincerely. "we'll talk about this later. what were you trying to say?" i changed the topic since i didn't want to talk about this right now.

"if you say so. i just wanted to offer you.." she passed a paper to me. "a scholarship to a mascom university. i figured that you can continue being an mc but..because you're a manag-" jaye was still talking when i hugged her.

"thank you." i accepted her offer and she smiled at me. "you better study hard bitch." we chuckled for a while but stopped when jaye finally said. "but how about nct?"

"i'm quitting. those mf don't deserve my dedication." i rolled my eyes. jaye seemed to be shocked so she asked. "why? weren't all of you on a great relationship?"

"not amymore." i started to tell her about what happened and by the time i was done she was fuming with anger. "those motherfuckers."

i was just venting to her and when i calmed down she said. "won't you talk to them one last time?" she looked at me obviously concerned. i just went silent and she understood.

"so, lets  arrange your resignation letter." i nodded and we did everything i needed to quit. i was guilty because their next comeback is tomorrow and they won't have a manager but then the conversations earlier would get to me and i shit myself because of anger.

maybe it's my period but maybe it's not but im deciding to quit and leave. i left all their outfits, make up, schedule and all necessities that i kept for them in the studio. i paid for all my bills this month so johnny could live comfortably.

i went back my house and luckily johnny wasn't there. he must've stayed the night in other places. so i hurriedly packed all the things i needed and left the things i didn't need.i left the key in the spot where johnny knows  it's hidden.

i rode lushley's car to the airport and a few minutes later we were there since we where quite close to the airport. lushley waved me a goodbye when i got off her car and greeted me a happy birthday then said sorry she couldn't go with me to america because of her busy schedule.

i said it's alright and also waved goodbye.
it was night time already when i sent an email resignation letter to our ceo.

in the studio, i left a letter i wrote for the boys.

"just forget me, it's easier."