okay so this girl i met confesssed that she liked me. before that i wasn't exposed to the LGBTQ+ community so i was confused. i wasn't mad or disgusted or anything. it's just i've never had anyone of the same gender like me. so anyway, she told me and let me have time to think. we still talked after that and i hesitated to like her back. i'm pretty sure i did like her back but i didn't realize it. but i was still confused.
so i finally decided to give her a chance. only bc i felt like she was often sad or upset and i wanted her to be happy. so i did it for her happiness, bc i wasn't sure if i liked her still.
dating her was great. it was better than i thought. but then i guess she started thinking and she asked me why i ended up dating her. she asked if it was for her happiness or bc i truly liked her. i couldn't answer. so i didn't. that led to a problems. so ended things w her.
she got toxic after that. really toxic. she blocked me and refused to have any contact w me. and i didn't care.
then she unblocked me. and started talking to me like nothing happened. so i forgave her. dumb thing to do, huh? well anyway, she confessed to still having feelings for me. and i, again gave her a chance. idk what happened, but she broke up with me🤷♀️.
so then she stopped talking to me and then we started talking again recently. i didn't want history to repeat itself. so i told her i had a crush (i did on that straight girl). she also had a crush so u thought we could actually be friends this time.
then as a joke she told me to kms which she had done before: after we broke up the first time. and i said that it was insensitive of her to say that. she got upset and ended up blocking me. again. and we haven't talked since.
so uh, if she ever tries to reach out to me again, i know things won't turn out well.
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