idk
i just need to say some stuff bc i need to get this off my chest.
today was so damn awful. so so fucking awful.
in band, my friend took something from me, my pencil. and i didn't care bc it's just a pencil and she grabbed it right in front of me. so honestly i didn't care. and then this guy said something. now im gonna give some background information on this guy. he's such a pervert. he is always touching girls. always. no matter how many times i tell him to stop, he doesn't. one time he touched my shoulder which made me so uncomfortable and i told him to stop. multiple times bc he wouldn't stop. he finally did and asked "are you on your period"
who tf asks that. i wasnt and even if i was i wouldn't tell him. he made me so uncomfortable. when i got home i almost started crying bc of the uncomfortable feeling i felt.
now during band he said "give the chinese girl her pencil back."
i'm not chinese i'm fucking mexican and that makes me so mad bc my friends are always telling me that i look asian.
so i told him that i wasn't asian and that i was mexican and i told him not to say that. this dumbass just asked me "what's the difference between mexicans and asians"
an actual idiot. he knows damn well that 1. i'm not asian. 2. he knows there's a difference. 3. he knows i'm mexican.
5th period, we were learning about an old texan dollar called "red backs"
a white kid said "red backs. wet backs"
if you don't know what wet backs are, it's basically a racist comment towards mexicans. mind you, that class room is full of mexicans. the teacher heard him. she didn't get him in trouble. she didn't do shit about. she laughed it off actually. as if racism is funny.
6th period, the very next class i was already upset bc of what happened.
long story short, i almost got written up bc i asked a question abt the math we were doing.
athletics, ofc we ran the mile.
idk maybe i'm being dramatic, but i am so tired of white people mocking my language, making racist comments, and laughing at anti mexican jokes. i'm so tired of that.
but nothing changed. nothing will ever change. the school doesn't do anything. they don't care.
they couldn't care less.
👍🏽.
