*beep, beep, beep* I groan as I turn over to snooze my alarm clock. 5am is way too early but so worth it today. I get up to put some yoga pants and a t shirt on along with my blue nike free run sneakers.
I run downstairs and see Alaskas blonde hair and Brandys also blonde (kind of strawberry though) hair Gary is standing there talking to them which I bet is a really boring story about llamas or some shit like that. Gary really loves llamas.......
"We will get to the beach house at about 9am are you guys ready!" I shout as I run over to them to take them out of there misery.
"Hell yeah!" Alaska shout, I can tell she is excited.
"Yes I am, but its so early." Brandy sighs
"Oh shut up Brandy we are going to have so much fun so stop whining!"
*4 hours later*
We are only minutes away from the house so i decide to wake everyone up.
"Guys wake up we will be there in 5"
"Yay oh my gosh I am so pumped" We can all tell Brandy is excited.
When we pull up to the house their eyes widen and their jaws drop.
"Damn"
"What?" I look at Alaska in confusion
"This house is huge."
"I know"
I unbuckle and walk up to the house
"GO PICK OUT YOUR ROOMS GUYS"
I pick out a smaller room with a balcony because come on who doesn't want the balcony.
When I'm done we go shopping for bathing suits. By the time we get home its 10 PM and we are all pretty tired.
The Next day
Its finally time to go down to the beach. There aren't many people there....probably because its private.
I lay out my towel and I put on a towel. I look over and the girls are walking over to some random guys.
Before I know it I'm being shaken awake by Brandy
"Hey Bea?"
I groan and turn over
"What?!"
"oh sorry" i let out a small giggle "do you mind if our new friends come and join us over here?"
she points over to where 2 boys whom I do not know the names of and Alaska. Alaska is rapidly shaking her head up and down....the boys are too busy, one is looking at me i think (which is kinda creeping me out.....) and the other is too busy looking at Brandy to pay attention to Alaska.
"umm yeah I guess I'm just going to get back to my nap"
All I see is the boys start to walk over until I'm back to my nap.
About 2 hours later ( sorry guys these are probably annoying i just want to make sure the time isn't off....i just didn't want to confuse anybody)
I wake up to Alaksa and Brandys voices along with 2 very unfamiliar ones.
"How'd was your nap sleeping beauty"
I sarcastically laugh "haha very funny"
"anyway bea this is Luke and Harry"
she points to both the boys
Luke put his hand out for me to shake
"Hi im Luke, Luke Hemmings"
"Hi im Bea, Bea Hill"
The next boy pulls me right in for a hug, I hesitate to put my arms around him but something about him seems...i don't know right.
"Hi im Harry"
We stare at each other for a bit too long until someone clears their throat and I sit back down.
"Bea we are going to go back to the beach house...are you good here alone?!
"yeah i guess"
"okay thanks Be a love you"
"love you guys too"
Finally I'm alone which makes me want carson here more then ever.
I feel my phone buzz and look at me screen to see carson name
Thank God.....
Carson: Im breaking up with you
my heart sank i can't believe this.
Me: Why
Carson: Cause we are going to different colleges and i don't want to be locked down by a relationship that will never last and so i can hook up with girls and not have you up my ass...lol sorry babe
Me: Okay:)
i hope pretending to be happy works...it usually does
Carson: Wait your happy?
Me: well, since you broke up with me that shows me that you are intact an ignorant fuckboy and i don't need ignorant fuckboys in my life...so technically your doing me a favor
lol
Carson:....sorry
Me:bye;)
My mind is swirling with different thought that I can't deal with. I grab my stuff and run back to the beach house.
I barge in and slam the door behind me.
"Bea?!"
"Bea whats wrong
Im not stopping for their "he's not worth it and its all going to be okay" bullshit right now.
"BEA WAIT"
so many voice in and outside of my head I can't take it anymore.
"Alaska just leave her alone"
Is this what literally having your heart pulled out of your chest feels like...cause damn it hurts.
The last thing i remember is collapsing on the stairs and someone carry me up the stairs.
"its all going to be okay love" thats the kinda bull shit i didn't want to hear
I feel my bed under me
and then I'm asleep........
or so they think...
