*Y/n's POV*
I felt so self conscious about everyone staring at me,I was really hungry but all I was able to do was poke my food and move it around the plate because I felt like if I did even the slightest thing ,one wrong move and they would all judge me. I know I wasn't supposed to feel like this around them but I just can't help it,it's the feels.
"Aren't you gonna eat you're food and stop playing with it?"someone finally said something. I looked up to the person who aid the words,Seokjin. "I'm not that hungry."I said and that's when the traitor that I call my stomach,decided to grumble at my words. Wow,such a traitor of a stomach I have,just had to stab me in the back.
"Now we know that you're lying to us,why aren't you eating,we know its not because you're not hung-"while he was talking, someone else, Jimin,cut him short of his words. "Is it because of the deal we proposed to you,do we make you feel uncomfortable now?"he looked at me with some sort of guilt laced in his eyes. I felt guilty of that,of the fact that I didn't tell them the first time instead of hiding and avoiding them.
"It's not that..."I said with a low frown,looking down as my eyes slowly shut. I didn't know what to say to them or how to tell them but the one thing that clicked in my mind was to asked them why they wanted me in that way,in a sexual way. "Wait,can I just ask,why do you want that from me,I mean like honestly,why? What is so attracting about me?"I asked them,waiting with my eyes filled with curiosity,staring at them I really wanted to know.
"You really don't know why?"Taehyung asked as he placed his face in between his hands,staring at me with lust filled eyes and a smirk. I slowly nod my head to him as I tried to focus my gaze on something else. "Well,first, it's because of how you dress."he finished off his words. That's when I got confused,what did he mean by that? I guess they read my mind because that's when he answered my question,"Y/n,you're dressed in booty shorts and a small crop top,the thing you supposedly call your pyjamas,to the dinner table and you thought that we wouldn't think of you in another way when you have all of that hanging on the loose,are you freaking serious?"he looked like he wanted to scream. They're right,but I didn't think this would affect how they saw me.
"I don't see anything wrong in how I dress."I let my mouth pull itself into a pout as I pulled my arm over my chest,crossing them. They each gave a sigh and I just stared at them. They all looked up to me. "Y/n,you're living in a house filled with seven men,men who don't go outside or even get to fuck anybody which means that they are very hormonal and seeing you and the way you dress,doesn't fucking help with all that we are already dealing with ,alright?"Yoongi said to me as he bit his lip in frustration. That's when it finally hit me and it hit me hard. I felt heat rush up to my cheeks as I looked away from them. Internally facepalming at my idiotic acts,I didn't even realize I was doing all this.
"I'm so sorry..."I said to them as I looked back up. "It's too late to say that,damage has already been done."Jimin said. I let out a sigh. "You should've told us that this offer made you feel uncomfortable instead of avoiding us,it really hurts when we noticed you hiding underneath the counter last night."Hoseok said and my eyes widened so much,I was afraid that they would fall out of my head. "Wait,you saw me last night?"I said in shock. "Yeah,we just decided not to say anything because it was obvious that you were trying to avoid us."he said to me as I let heavy sigh.
"I told that it's not that."I said to them and saw Yoongi getting a little angry. "Really,what is it then?"he almost screamed out to me. I felt myself turn as red as big ripe and juicy tomato. Not knowing what to say to them or how to tell them. "I... I..."I covered my eyes and faced the door out of embarrassment,trying to force the word out. "I... I'm still a virgin,okay..."I said as I grew into a full on tomato. I heard some of them chocking on something and I immediately looked up to see all of them except for Jungkook and Hoseok , chocking on either water,air,food or their own saliva,the other two just had their mouths hanging wide open like they were waiting for some flies to come and build their nests in there.
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Fanfic.... "I'm not gonna fuck you...I'm gonna love you instead."he said as he pressed his soft lips onto yours. ....