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Chapter Twenty Two

It's been three months.

Precisely three months and you are still stressing over that guy who tried to attack the guys at the concert. Three months since you got out of the hospital,came back to Seoul and had the guys acting really weird around you.

Ever since you got back from the hospital,the guys had been treating you very differently. It's like they see you differently and this makes you wish that you were able to find out what happened when you were unconscious for that month. But of course even if you ask about their weird actions or how they are treating you so different from before or what happened when you were unconscious or even how they don't even touch you anymore,they either avoid the questions or just change the subjects.

Though you have been spending a lot more time with Jungkook. You and him have been writing songs together and even going on picnics on the beach or walks in the park or going to the cinema to watch the latest released movie,that is if he had free time and you weren't busy with something. If you didn't like him so much then you wouldn't think that much about all the little things you've been doing but because you did,you were up to thinking that he has been taking you on dates.

You keep on getting to know more about him and how much of a great guy he is and that just makes you fall even more in love with him,but you can't help it. You have been busy with work and the few concerts that they have been doing but that doesn't stop him from giving you a little smooch whenever he can or how he just pulls you into his embrace and giving you a tight and warm hug. You love those little moments with him but you also hate how it seems like the distance between you and the others is growing even larger.

On the other hand though...this case and you trying to find out who the fuck is behind all those attacks that have definitely been aimed at the guys but none of them have even as little of a link to each other. Yes,the attacks are still happening. You might even say that they are worse now because you've already had about three attempted attacks from three different guys this week and it's only Tuesday.

Right now,you were with the guys and they were having lunch. Everyone was here except Jungkook because he had to do a photoshoot but it took longer than expected and he didn't like it that much. You felt the need to voice out your thoughts about how the guys were treating you very differently but then you thought that maybe they wouldn't like that but your mouth seemed to not correspond with your brain which was telling you not to ask the stupid question. "Did I do something to upset any of you?"you suddenly voiced out and they all turned to you.

Noticing the distress written on your face,they immediately began to worry,not really paying attention to what you had said just some seconds ago. "Hey are you okay?"Yoongi asked but it just seemed to make you mad for some silly reason and you got irritated that you just dropped your pizza slice back into the plate and grabbed onto some tissue to wipe your hands as you stood to your feet and began to walk towards the door but before you could grab onto the handle, one of their voices filled the room.

"Hey what's wrong,why are you suddenly leaving?"Namjoon asked as he also stood to his feet. "Because I just realized that I have some work to get done..."You said to them while trying not to them notice the irritation laced in your voice. You hated the fact that they heard you and they knew that you knew that they heard you but they decided to ignore the queas if you hadn't said anything to them. You hated being ignored,it brought back some of your worst memories.

"No you don't,you said that you had finished up all of the work you had for today and we definitely didn't give you any work so what the hell is wrong?"Yoongi said as he stood to his feet and started walking towards you. You could hear his footsteps and you didn't want him close to you at the moment. You didn't want any of them close to you at the moment. "I don't know if it's that you heard me and you just don't care or if it's just that you actually don't give a fuck about what I'm saying or what I think..."you said in a voice that was low but not too low that no one heard what you were saying.

"What?"Jimin asked as he looked to the others to check if what he heard was right. Most of the guys became shocked but some of them were expecting this to happen sooner or later. You felt mad and irritated as much as you were annoyed by the fact that they all seemed to ignore the fact that you now felt like an outcast in the place you were supposed to call home and the people you thought were supposed to be your family.

"You know I thought that maybe you guys would take me seriously and treat me as if I really belonged with you guys but atleast now I know that I don't belong anywhere... I don't really know what did to upset you guys but..."your words got cut off. "No you didn't do anything wrong."Namjoon says and this just seems to add fuel to your anger,you abruptly turn to look back and your are met with one of the guys'hard chest and when you look up you find yourself staring into the the honey comb eyes that you love so much.

"It might as well be as if I did something to piss you all off because ever since I woke up,you all have been treating me like shit...it's like I am the one to blame for trying to protect all of you but..."you are cut short from your words when you feel a pair of soft lips smashed against yours and two  strong arms wrap around your waiste to pull you into the tough body that was covered with a thin layer of clothing that he called a shirt.

Your hands lay on his chest as you let yourself kiss him back with as much passion as he was kissing you with. You melted into the kiss as his lips moved against yours and you smiled into the kiss. He pulled away and looked down to you but you couldn't look into his eyes. Something was just stopping you from doing so and you clenched onto his shirt and you shut your eyes tightly.

Not so long ago you were angry at them and you still are because they had barely talked to you and they treated you as if you barely even mattered. It felt like they were trying to rub it in your face that you had a fucking bad past that was still haunting you to this day. It all made you feel as if they didn't want you around and they just chose to kick you out of their lives.

And you definitely knew when you were not wanted so you slowly pushed him away and turned around to open the door to leave but as soon as it opened,you were met with Jungkook's doe eyes as you pushed past him and ran down the hall,taking the elevator to go to the ground floor. While in the elevator,your thoughts began chewing at you and you felt guilt climbing up your spine for just running off and ignoring Jungkook but you knew that you need some time to yourself so you left the work building and got a cab to take you home.

I just need a break...you said to yourself.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 🎉🎉🎉🎉💐💐💐
ANYWAY,how are all of you
I hope you survived through last year and made it with your mind still intact.

I wanna cry😭😭
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