"I miss everything.. i miss you.. my adi.."
A tear came out from his eye, he immediately looked away to hide it, "i kept mumbling your name whenever i'm about to sleep.."
"I miss you.. so much.. come.. back to me.."
"I.. i can't.." Jake replied and take his hand away, Sunghoon is still on top of him, pinning him so he can't escape.
"Why?.." the older questioned, directly staring at his eyes.
"Because.. i'll just bring danger to you.." he replied, caressing his cheeks.
"No.. you don't.." Sunghoon whispered and shook his head.
"Look at yourself.. you're feeling hurt because of me again.." he said, wiping his tears.
Sunghoon fell silent, well it's true.. it's true that he felt hurt because of him.
"So.. just live happily with your life.. you don't deserve to be treated like this.. you have already been through alot and i should not add more.." he cries.
"You're the only one who can make me feel so happy.. world may be cruel but you're different, you're the world that makes me the happiest.." he smiled, that made Jake to burst out in tears.
"I love you Jake.. i love you more than my life.." he whispered, sticking their foreheads.
Jake just felt his lips, touching his, and found himself closing his eyes, kissing him back, wrapping his arms around his neck.
Sunghoon lifted him up, not breaking the feverishly kiss but somehow, their kiss feels so wrong.
The younger stopped it, coming back to his senses, he gulped and pushed him away, "i.."
"S-sorry.. that.. that wasn't my intention.." Sunghoon apologized, the younger only stands up, "i.. i need to go to the bathroom.."
The older only nodded and sighed, face palming himself, "why did i do that.."
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Jake is currently sitting on the floor, leaning his back against the door, too shy to come out.
"Why did i kissed back.." he mumbled, giving his head little punches.
But he stopped for a moment when it all flashes back in his mind, he smiled a little.
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He took a deep breathe, he has been in bathroom for like 30 minutes and he can't just stay there.
"To what happened earlier, let's just forget about-" he cut off his words when he saw no Sunghoon.
His eyes widened, slightly panicking, "w-where did you go?" He shouted.
It's so dark, it's scaring him, "y-ya Sunghoon.." he stuttered, walking like a turtle.
He got startled when he heard snores.
Realizing that Sunghoon just goes in his bedroom to sleep.
He let out a relief sigh, looking at the older who left the door open.
"Should i just go?.." he mumbled and looked around, his room is so messy.
He bit his lips, thinking if he should clean his room first or not.
In the end, he decided to clean it, he knows that Sunghoon will never be mad at him, well maybe he can but not with this things.
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He fell down on his knees, exhausted, throwing the towel that he used to clean the table.
He looked at Sunghoon who kept changing his position, he stands up and walk closer, "sorry.." he whispered, slowly holding his hand.
He fiddled their fingers, intertwining it after, "should i stay a little bit more longer?.."
He lay beside him, fixing his hair that is blocking his face, "cute"
The younger's hand goes down to his eyebrows, gently touching it.
But he flinched when Sunghoon suddenly grabbed his hand, he froze on his spot, eyes widened, the older only lazily open his eyes.
"Is this... a dream?.." He asked, Jake fell silent.
"It is a dream" he mumbled and laughed bitterly, letting go of Jake's hand.
"No, it's not a-" Sunghoon cut his words, "then.. can i.. can i have your embrace?.. your comforting embrace.. even though this is just a dream.." he asked, he still looks so drunk.
"Y-you.. you want my embrace?" The younger asked back, Sunghoon smiled and nodded, "i miss it so much"
That made Jake to smile, his cheeks are turning red, he's blushing.
He slowly leaned closer, giving the embrace he wants, Sunghoon just closed his eyes, "this feels so real.."
'it is real..' the younger thoughted, tearing up.
Sunghoon smiled, he missed this feeling.
"So comforting.."
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10:47am
The sun hits the older's face, causing him to peek through his one eye.
He just turned around but then his clock stared to alarm.
He sighed, "AHH REALLY! I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP FROM MY DREAM!" he yelled and throw the pillow away.
He kept throwing tantrums like a kid, punching the pillow.
His phone suddenly vibrates, he grabbed it and checked who messaged him.
[ Jay ]
Jay:
Hey
We're planning to go there
We know that you're lonely
Sunghoon:
Yes i am but i already got used to it
Mf forgetting that i already experienced living alone for years
Jay:
To be more clear, we're worried to you, that's it.
Sunghoon:
Oh
Okay
Jay:
We're otw
Sunghoon:
Drive safe
Suddenly, his dream popped out in his mind, he remembers that he messaged Jake, saying that he wants him back.
He looked at their convo but he saw nothing but their old messages.
"So it was really all a dream.."
A/N: 2 more chapters and this book will come to its end!
And also! Protect Jay and Jake at all cost!
They deserves so much better.. :((
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RUN AWAY | JAKEHOON
Fanfiction"Jake.. let's run away.. together.." Sunghoon is an introvert boy who lives alone in an apartment, bad at school, likes to go out for a walk in night time. Jake, a boy who ran away from his strict parents, a bubbly and friendly person that Sunghoon...
