I'm glad I captured you

Chapter 13

Gon pov

What the hell was that about. I walk in and all I hear is that we're gods. Yami can be weird sometimes. I sat down and started eating the food I made the all the sudden everything went black.

I saw flashes of white like I was trying to see something but couldn't see it. I grew weak as if it was sucking energy out of me. Then everything went back to normal. Like nothing happened.

Killua and Alluka were both staring at me with concern.

"Are you ok???"

"Your eyes were flashing white"

My eyes widened. I didn't think they would be able to see that.

"Ummm..... idk. Everything was fine but then out of nowhere everything started flashing white....."

Everything was silent and they were all concerned. Kurapika also saw that.

"You should go see leorio about that"

"Who's leorio?" Killua asked

"He's the doctor here, but he's not actually here on the ship right now"

"Oooh ok"

"Yea he's a really good doctor too! I'll go see him later though"

We all finished eating and killua went to go put his plate away but he ended up passing out. We picked him out and took him to leorio.

"Hey leorio!"

"Hey kid, we're really busy today so I can't sit around and talk to you"

"Noooo!!! Killua passed out and we need you to check him"

He immediately turned around and looked so concerned.

" almost every hospital is filled with patients who randomly passed out for no reason. When they wake up they start to have a seizure. Most don't make it, if they are not strong enough. When did he pass out?"

"30 minutes ago"

"Ok, quickly put him on the floor and hold him down"

"Why!?!?!"

"He's about to have a really bad seizure (I don't really know anything about seizures, so don't get mad if I say something wrong.) at anytime"

We waited and waited and waited until his whole body started shaking aggressively. I didn't really worry though. I knew killua would make it because he's really strong, but deep down somewhere in me is telling me he won't wake up. Seeing him shake like this trigger a memory that I never wanted remember again.

Tears started flowing down. The memory of my grandma dying. Her screams ringed in my ear. It's like she's head right now. Screaming in pain and agony. The image of the hammer swinging up and down over and over again.  I couldn't take it anymore. I crawled into a ball and cried in my knees.

Why now??...Make it stop. Make it stop. MAKE IT STOP!!! Please..... I don't want to remember that. Please make it stop. GO AWAY!!

Then I felt arms wrap around me and pulling me. I looked up but everything was blurred from my tears. I could tell who it was. It was killua hugging me, rubbing my back. Telling me everything is going to be ok. I never broke down like this. Even after that day. I never showed how much it tore at me so why now.

Killua pov

I woke up to arms holding me for some reason. I kicked whoever it was in the face pretty easily. I couldn't believe they were that weak. I sat up to see that I was in the hospital and Gon was next to me crying.