Wings of butterfly

Strong beginning.

It's been more than two weeks since I went on this casting. I heard that the judges have completed their teams and from now we are going to work together, under the eye of our mentor.
First live audition is on April 24th. I fucking can't wait and am scared like hell at the same time.
There are 6 people in each team. We got four guys and only two girls.
Sam - 17 years old, black dude from Liverpool. Steve - 26, from Ireland but came here to win this program. Besides It's what he says every single hour.
David - great 36 yo guy from my hometown Coventry. I liked him at the first second. He is absolutely a good influence, very talented and keep up with everybody.
Joshua, very quiet and closed boy, looking more like Justin Bieber, but his voice is really great. Four different men and two young girls.
Melanie is 4 years older than me, from London and is very confident.
And finally me...small 20 years old girl, looking for some adventure to forget every bad thing in my life.

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-Ok guys, let's draw. - Roger said as we were staring at him, completely confused.
- Draw? What? - David asked
- I don't wanna choose you guys a song to sing. That is why I've made some kind of game for you. Every each of you has to draw one song from a box and then you are going to sing it live next week.
- Do we have some Queen's song in this box?
- Yes, Melanie. We do. I bet it's quite risky but you guys are very talented and hopefully you won't ruin any of Queen's masterpiece. Freddie would fail to stand it and we could have some fight about it. But risk is my second name.
I was standing there, praying not to get Queen's song. They are really masterpieces and I think that no one but Freddie Mercury should touch them. Roger was really a risky man.

****

- Oh...My....God. - Sam screamed and looked at me with scary eyes.
- What? What happened? - I asked him
- Can you believe I got We are the champions? It's over. I'm gonna fuck it up.
- No, Sam. Calm down. You're great and I'm sure you can make it. I know It's really terrifying but come on, don't give up so easily.
- Thank You. - He said. - And you? What song did you get Evelyn?
- I don't know yet. To scared to look. - I laughed. - Can you?
- Sure. - Sam took small piece of paper from my hand and opened it. Been watching his reaction and couldn't wait any longer.
- And? Sam! What is it?
- It's not Queen's. - The sound of relief went out from my mouth. But Sam wasn't as relieved as I.
- Thank God!
- But Evelyn...it's Freddie's. From his solo.
- No. You're joking, aren't you? Please tell me You're joking! - Great! First live and so hard performance. At least I came here to try.

- Guys! Guys stop yelling! Come over here. - Roger waved at us. - As you already have your songs, we can start practicing. Today Sam, Melanie and David. Joshua, Steve and...He paused looking at me. - Evelyn? Are you good? You look blue.
- I'm ok. Just a bit stressed with my song.
- What do you have? - He asked
- Living on my own by Freddie. I think it's too scary for me to sing Freddie's song.
- Ohhh come on. This song is not as hard as it seems. You'll get extra time with me if you need it. We're gonna make it. You are gonna make it.
I nodded with a little smile on my face, starring into his absolutely beautiful blue eyes. I couldn't stop. I didn't want to stop.
- I wanna have some extra time too! - Melanie squealed, making Roger move his eyes off of me and I felt cold, but my cheeks were on fire.
- You all can have an extra time. Calm down. Now, please decide which one of you three want to start. You guys - He pointed at me, Joshua ans Steve - can go home, hotel, shopping or stay if you want to.
And we all decided to stay and watching the rest of us singing their songs.

****

- Evelyn, you're so early.
- Roger...can we please change my song? Please? - I asked with puppy eyes
- Definitely no. - He simply said. - You can't be some chicken if you'd like to be a rockstar one day. That's not how it works, so stop it and be more confident, ok?
- Ok... - I felt like a dumbass acting like he called me a 'chicken'. - I'm sorry. I'm not being a chicken, just...
- Just scared of Freddie Mercury. There is no need to. Trust me.
- Will he...
- Yes, he will be sitting in the audience. Brian and John will be too. But you know what? The one you should be most afraid of is me.
- Jesus...
- Call me Roger, but yes it's really close to Jesus. Thank you.
I laughed at his words.
Was he flirting with me? No, you stupid girl. It's Roger Taylor. Always acting this way.

We started to practice my song and I finally could feel better because I was really good. Roger was smiling all the time and telling me how great I am and that I'm the only one to stop myself from being even greater.

*Two days till live show*

- Evelyn, today you have to stay a little longer. You guys can go. See you tomorrow. - Roger's been really weird and I didn't know why he wanted me to stay if he called me a rock beast just a few minutes ago.

I was looking at the posters on the wall, waiting for Roger to come back and tell me what's going on. Suddenly I felt warm breath on my neck. I turned around and saw his eyes.
- Roger? What are you doing?
- I don't know yet, but it's stronger than me. - He said and pressed his lips against mine. The whole world has spinned around us, as I put my hands on his cheeks and kissed him back. I didn't know why is this happening but I really couldn't stop. I didn't want to stop. I wanted him to kiss me like that.
- You're so fucking sexy. - He said between our kisses. - I couldn't stop thinking about this moment lately. What the fuck are you doing to me Evelyn?
- Oh God...No...Roger, no. - I pushed him away - We can't do this. It's not right.
- We're adult. We can do whatever we want!
- Don't you understand that I'm one of contestant here? They would kick me out of this show if only they knew...I can't let it happen...I don't want to...
He didn't listen what I was saying and kissed me again. Even harder.
- I don't fucking care.
- Please no... - I whispered, but I didn't cut our action. His lips felt so good, so soft and sweet. I could die for them. I really could.
- Come with me. - Roger said while taking my hand. - I want to show you something.
I've been so hypnotized that I followed him to another room without even saying a single word.
- What are we doing Roger?
- We are letting our emotions take over. It's nothing wrong. Just go with the flow Evelyn. I won't hurt you and I won't do anything against your will.
- But...
- Do you want it?
- I...I can't..
- DO YOU WANT IT? - He asked one more time.
- Yes...But...
- No buts baby. Too late. - He pushed me against some black sofa and put his hands on my cheeks before giving me another kiss. I knew it wasn't right but I couldn't help myself...I wanted him to touch me. Kiss me. Make love to me. Right here. And right now.
- Take off this shirt, now! - I said and he smiled. His torso was so sexy and hot and I wanted to kiss every part of his body. Every fucking single part.
- You're not so shy, aren't you? That's good. I'm sure we're gonna have some fun.
- Stop talking. Just stop talking and take me.... - I couldn't breathe easy. All I wanted was him all over me. No consequenses. No regret. Just us. Being like that. Horny and craving for our bodies.
You'll be in troubles, Evelyn. Are you aware of that?
- Fuck it...- I whispered against his hot lips and let him go further.