Broken with in

11. Old Ways? *Violet's POV* (Edited)

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WARNING: MENTION OF EATING DISORDER

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Edited by Wolf_Pup13

- Trin

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It's been a week since Justin got hurt and had to get a cast. Which means he just needs to have the cast on for 5 more weeks since the doctor said it was pretty bad.

 'ding, ding.' I hear my phone go off meaning I had a text message. I looked at phone to see that it was a message from Belinda.

From Belinda The Best: 

Hey, how are you? I haven't heard anything from you for a week now... I'm worried about you and I hope you're okay...

I sighed, I can't believe I haven't spoken to her in a week... I feel so bad for ignoring my best friend.

To Belinda The Best: 

Hi, nothing much just in Canada with Justin and I'm so, so, so, so sorry that I haven't talked to you in so long... I've been really busy and I'm good. What about you???

I stare at my phone as I wait for her to answer, I feel horrible about not talking to her because she's the only friend I've ever had and I've never gone more than a day not talking to her.

From Belinda The Best: 

That's good! And it's okay Violet, no need to worry. I'm great and I hope you're having a good time in Canada with Justin.

I don't know what to say now... I still feel horrible.

"Hey, Violet, I was thinking that we should go to LA. Even though you haven't met my dad yet, but I need to get back because I need to start working on some songs." I jumped as I heard Justin speak since he just came out of nowhere.

"Ummm... Okay..." I said softly as he looked at me, but then I started to think about college... I've always wanted to go. 

I was fighting myself to ask him if I could go or not... I was holding it back the question but then...

"Are you going to let me go to college?" I didn't mean to blurt out the question but my shyness for a second got defeated by my curiosity. 

I looked at Justin and he looked confused for a while because of my out burst since I usually talk quietly and softly.

Then Justin's face changed to a sincere one and I looked into my lap still embarrassed by my out burst, "Yeah, you can go to college Violet... You wanna do online classes or campus, or both?" Justin asked me softly and I heard his crutches click on the ground which meant he was walking towards me.

  "Umm... I'd like to start out by going on campus and see how that goes..." I said softly and I was still looking at my hands on my lap.

"Okay, I'll make some calls when we get back, so you can start at the end of August." Justin said sat next to me.

"Okay... Thank you Justin..." I looked up and smiled at him.

"You're welcome Violet." He said smiling back and then adding.

 "We're leaving tomorrow morning." He said softly to me, I nodded and then Justin got up and left.

Once Justin left his room, I sighed and looked at my phone.

To Belinda The Best: 

I am having a good time here.

"I'm going to LA tomorrow..." I say out loud, oh my gosh just about a week ago I was just a normal girl who lived in Michigan and now I'm still that normal girl but I'm in Canada with Justin Bieber and tomorrow I'm going to be in LA.

Wow, this is a lot of change in just one month... And honestly I don't know what to say or what to do!

 I don't know if I should be super happy or sad... I got up from Justin's bed and go to the full length mirror he has in a corner.

I stare into the mirror for a while and just look at what I see and I see this girl who's confused with her own self and who's not satisfied with how she looks. 

I take a deep breath and sigh loudly. I've always been insecure, and after a while of scanning my face, I look at the rest of me. I then lift up my shirt and look at my stomach and study it, I can faintly see my rib cage.

Memories of before start to creep up on me, the one of me puking my food is one that stands out to me right now since I look at my stomach. I don't puke up my food anymore since I was in therapy and all. I also try to love my body but I can't seem to feel that way about it. I used to think I was too fat even though I knew my weight was a healthy weight for me, but now I'm underweight, something I've come know and see.

  I hear footsteps and I instantly put my shirt down and fix my shirt. Then I see the door open.

 "Are you okay Violet?" I heard Justin ask and I nodded.

"Are you sure?" Justin asked worried, I don't want to lie to him but I haven't known him long enough to tell him my secret. 

"Yeah, I'm 100% sure Justin..."

"Okay... Well... Uhm... My mom's making dinner and its almost done."

"Okay, I'll be right out." I said looking at him as he gave me a small smile and then nodded and left. I feel bad for lying to him but its what I had to do...

 I look at the mirror once more and then turned around and I walk out of my room, but as I walk out of the room I get the sudden urge to go back to my old ways...

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