Broken with in

12. Flying To LA *Violet's POV* (Edited)

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Edited by Wolf_Pup13 as always. 

WARNING: Self Harm and Eating Disorder mentioned

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*Next Morning*

I woke up from sunlight hitting my eyes. I groaned but sat up on the bed and I see Justin sleeping on the other side of the bed next to me. Yesterday I did eat a little bit but I then made up a lie saying I wasn't very hungry.

  Also Justin told me yesterday that we're leaving to the airport at 7 a.m and we leave at 8 since Justin says he has a meeting at 1:30 and we'll be there exactly an hour before his meeting and he'll drop me off to his house and he'll go to his meeting.

I'm worried because I'll be at his house alone and I don't like being alone... 

I then look and Justin again, but this time he opens his eyes. "Good morning Violet." He says with his raspy deep morning voice and then he looks at his phone and looks shocked.

"Oh my gosh! It's 6:15!!! I forgot to set the alarm! We have to get ready to leave Violet, you should go take a shower first." I look at him and nod.

I got up from the bed and grabbed some clothes from my suitcase and went to the shower.

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After I was done taking a shower, I got dressed into a floral dress and black and white leggings and walked out of the bathroom and into Justin's room.

 "You look gorgeous Violet." I blushed at Justin's comment and looked down at my feet, "Thank you Justin."

Justin walked past me and went to the bathroom. I grabbed a pair of floral vans that I had and put two pairs of earrings and a couple bracelets on each wrist.I then did my hair in a bun. After that I debated if I should were make up or not and I decided not to.

I then walked over to my phone to see it was 7:30! Oh my gosh, we're going to be late!

"Violet lets go!" I heard Justin say suddenly and I jumped, almost dropping my phone, but luckily I grabbed it before it fell and I walked over to my luggage and start to walk toward Justin and then we were off to the airport.

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We were late to the airport but good thing we took Justin's private plane, so we didn't worry that much. I was honestly scared because I've never been in a plane and I've heard a lot of accidents about airplanes crashing and oh my gosh.

"Violet, are you okay?" I heard Justin ask me which pulled me out of my thoughts and before I could even answer he said "Don't be scared everything's going to be okay. Don't worry..." 

I now felt more reassured because of how softly and calmly he said that.

"Thank you Justin, it's just that I've never been on an airplane and I've heard about so many accidents about planes crashing and I just feel worried because I don't want anything to happen and all and oh my gosh I'm rambling. I'm sorry, I-I just start to ramble and..." I cut myself off from embarrassing myself even more by putting my hands on my mouth.

Sometimes when I start to ramble because of my nervousness I just can't shut my mouth after saying a single word. I hear Justin chuckle and I feel myself blush.

"It's okay to be nervous babe." I blushed even harder when I heard him call me that and I nodded in response.

Before I got to respond verbally a flight attendant walked over to us, "We're about to take off in a minute, so please wear your seat belts." She said softly.

"Okay, thank you." Justin said while putting his seat belt on and I did the same thing.

And we were off.....

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During the flight Justin decided to sleep for while and I decided to listen to music and read a book on my phone. I stopped reading when I heard the song 'Fix A Heart' play. As the song plays I look up to see Justin still sleeping and I smile softly.

I take of my bracelets on my left arm to revel my wrist full of scars, some recent from just a week ago on the day before the concert. I gulp as I trace the scars on my wrist, I haven't thought very much about cutting myself lately and I'm glad.

I'm glad because I want to be happy but then again I'm slowly falling back into my habit of starving and puking my food back up. 

I then hear a noise of someone moving and I rapidly put my bracelets back on and I look up to see Justin rubbing his eyes open.

Justin then looks at me and he smiles at me, his smile is amazing, but why am I his mate? He's amazing and I just don't deserve to be his mate. Me and him right now aren't together, I'm just with him right now because he's my mate...

My thoughts are interrupted by Justin's voice, "Violet, we're about to land, so please turn your phone off." He said to me softly and I nodded and turned it off.

I hope everything goes good in LA... But mostly I hope I fit in...

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Hi!!! 

ITS FRIDAY!!! 

I hope you enjoy the update!

 Btw don't forget Violet and Justin are dating... Lol I just got reminded because I'm going through the chapters to make a playlist....

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