Didn't you almost kill her? - hanma shuji x reader

Twelve.

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Hanma's eyes widened, looking behind him, seeing you. Kisaki gritted his teeth in frustration at how he shot you instead of him, it didn't matter to him. your body was feeling cold, and you were getting light-headed. "ah shit.." you mumbled before falling to the ground, Shuji managed to catch you. "Hey hey hey! your okay... you're okay.." he repeated. he noticed his hands were trembling due to the fact he couldn't process the fact you were injured this badly. Valhalla's members were already taking care of Kisaki, but that was the least of hanma's issues. your crimson blood flushed out, and it began to rain, how ironic.

the male was sitting down with you in his arms, looking at you. some members had already called the ambulance to come. "why did you do that." the male questioned. "because I... can't let you die." you spoke in a weak voice. hanma lifted your shirt to see how many times you were shot, and he couldn't believe what he saw. you were shot twice near the ribs and one in the chest to the side close to your heart. "don't worry.. doctors are coming okay? you're going to be all better, and we can go back to watching movies and going for rides and whatever, okay?" you sighed and smiled softly.

"Hey...Shuji. you know I love you, right..?" you mumbled, looking at him. "stop talking like this.." he spoke as his voice started to crack. his body was shaking in fear as tears started to form in his eyes. "I..don't think the doctors will be here in time.." you mumbled before moving your hand and connecting it with his. "y-yes they will, you will be okay, and tomorrow me, and you can get pancakes and coffee and ice cream and anything you want baby. You're not going to die.." he spoke in a panicky tone. "when will they arrive..." he asked. the gang member mumbled, "they don't know they are backed up tonight, sir.."

Shuji gritted his teeth and spoke, "why would you save me.. WHY?! I don't deserve to be saved!! why me? I've done terrible shit to you. I don't deserve you. you can't leave me! not now, not ever!! this wasn't supposed to h-happen...!!!" his tears were falling on your face, mixed in with the rain and blood. "I... I'm sorry... I can't let somebody so dear and important die..."

"I can't live without you! i... I can't! you shouldn't have done this... my life's been so dull!! you changed everything. i... I WON'T LET YOU DIE! NO FUCKING WAY." he was crying like a water fountain. his hands were shaking. he ran his fingers thru your hair waiting for the ambulance. he knew if he picked you up to take you by foot, you'd die in seconds from blood loss.

you sighed and gently moved your hand to the male's cheek and lightly rubbed it. you pushed his head down a bit and gave him one last kiss. you mumbled "I don't regret anything, my love, I'll love you forever... don't forget.... it.." and that was the last word you ever spoke.

hanma panicking started shaking your body screaming. all the gang members looked at you both, you dead in the males' arms. hanma was crying and continued yelling for you, and nobody could believe it. Mikey, takemitchi, chifuyu, mitsuya. nobody could ever accept your death, saving him?

How could a sweet girl end up with him after he tried to murder her? how could a sweet girl sacrifice everything to protect this maniac? Kisaki had paid for his crimes such as torture for about a week until his pathetic body gave up but, it wasn't enough. hanma never ate anymore or slept. he disbanded Valhalla, he had no purpose to live anymore.
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One Month Later

hanma was sitting at your grave holding a ring with a shiny diamond on it. "i wanted to give you this. I wanted to ask you to marry me, heh. today was the day I was going to ask. I had everything planned out for you." he felt his eyes water up, staring at your grave. he began crying quietly, "I'm so sorry, this was never supposed to happen." he lit a cigarette and spoke, "there's no point in life if you're not here. I'll be joining you soon, very soon, my love." and with that. hanma died from suicide.

though it may seem that both you and your lover are dead, you both ended up together in the afterlife. both of you sitting on a field of grass on a hill staring at the sunset having both of your hands intertwined. the male glared at your hand, seeing the ring of your marriage with him.

not your typical love story now is it, and my friends, all good things come to an end. just like this story.

Fin.

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