You are my best friend I love you forever

Im gone

Im Morgan Crow and im a girl who have 16, my parents are dead since my 7th birthday I was a child and I didn't understand why they weren't here, or who killed them.
Theodore Nott i met him on a visit to the cemetery since only I was the only person in my family left alive, his mom died 4 years ago, we really understood and supported each other, we were like brothers, like depression and anxiety, alcohol and nicotine, eating disorders and mutilation, I really miss him since I decide walk away because he doesn't deserve me, he deserves someone who wouldn't kill himself at any moment, someone who doesn't take pleasure in running blades on her body or wearing out her kidneys and lungs
When he got attacked by the dumb ass army
(Dumbleodore army) i was there and see he unconscious on the floor, everyone screaming and me trying to carry him to the infirmary and fuck I was only 13, I didn't want him to find out that I did this for him, if he finds out he will question me even more why I did it or why I took a risk for him, he always been like a protector brother but I walked away and so he stopped wanting to know about me.
Rumors about me killing my entire family, or that I was a curse for all the evil she did, I'll have to face it all again, tomorrow I go back to hogwarts im fucked up