You are my best friend I love you forever

memories...

I don't know why my life is the way it is, we can't change that unfortunately. I'm going to tell you some of the most memorable things about my friendship with Theodorre Nott, 03/10/1993 my 3rd year at Hogwarts and my first fight, amazing for being a Crow who was making a record thinking about the fact that I'm part of the most family witch blood fighter, the reason for the fight was a boy telling his friends that my dead brother was mentally ill but he was the only one who really cared about me at the moment and all i was doing was just for him and nott i I would give my life for these two and when I realized I had already started on him and my hands were bloody, Nott knew I wouldn't stop until I saw the boy unconscious so he took me out of there and warned them never to mention that name again, he took me to my room and said he would stay there to make sure i was ok, i realized he was there and always was for me i didnt believe someone like that would be there for me after all but he was special i would get my hand dirty for him and he knew, he helped me shower and clean my wounds, the hot water running over my body like a rain from hell that soothed me I just calmly closed my eyes and didn't want to think about anything else and I knew Nott got the message so we stayed in silence he handed me a towel and gave me a shirt of his that he carried in his bag, i really thanked him, he was 14 and I was 13 maybe we were too young for that, to be honest we always went through a lot being very young we went to bed I was only in panties and blouse and he was in panties and pants, at that moment there was no malice, just me and him listening to music until there came a moment when i started to cry, as if i realized that my parents were really dead and my brother too, that maybe i could get kicked out of hogwarts for not controlling myself and going after a gryffindor student even though I knew that Slytherin would do everything to make me immune to it, there were a lot of things going through my head at that time and I just couldn't take it he pulled me to his chest and hugged me as if he would never let me go  wrapping his arms around me until they were strong for someone 14

-look at the sky Morgan all the stars have a reason

fuck this sentence made me question all the stars for the rest of my life, I couldn't say anything at that moment I just managed to calm down with Nott helping me control my breathing, We fell asleep after a few hours, I felt protected in his arms It wasn't like I was in a free fall, I knew he would protect me from everything even if he hated me

- Please... Please dont dye before me
I said

- I will try Crow, i will try