I do love you, y/n.

||Chapter 9||

I was completely speechless and I mean if anyone else were in my shoes, wouldn't they be speechless too?
I hate myself for what I just did, I love Joey's precious heart way to much to just turn him down and tell that I don't really like him when realistically I do.
Joey grabbed my wrist and starting walking with me down the sidewalk again, not to mention Joey's fingers were immediately interlocking with my mine and I could feel my hard skipping beats by 2x. I could feel him shaking and blushing as we kept rubbing shoulders, and at those few moments I honestly didn't know how I felt. I almost felt light headed, as if I was so happy to the point were my head was about to explode. I kinda felt happier than i did with Mouth, but I was just to ashamed to admit it to myself and I mean this in the nicest way possible but I feel that Joey's a better fit.. I mean for me atleast. Ever since I locked eyes with Joey the first day we met I felt some sort of connection, like in the movies when people say they say they feel sparks flying when they're inlove. Guess it's not just in the movies after all.

Arriving at school, Joey and I were still hand in hand as I caught of glimpse of Mouth and Book by the front door. I quickly pulled my hand away from Joey before Mouth saw and told Joey that they were there looking at him.
J: Hey guys.
M: Dude, where did you go?
B: Yeah you like disappeared into thin air..
J: You guys were walking too fast, besides I went to go to get Y/n.
Y/n: Uh hey guys, catch you lat-
J: Oh and do you guys wanna hear some great news?- sorry Y/n I didn't mean to interrupt.
Y/n: No uh, it's okay. But can we talk real quick, just the two of us?
J: Uh yeah sure, we'll be right back guys.

We walked over behind a tree near by and I was trying tot find the right excuse to use.

J:So, what is it?
Y/n: Don't tell Mouth about how were dating!

I didn't even mean to shout like that, but I was overwhelmed and worried he'd tell Mouth.

J: Why not?
Y/n: Well you see, Uh. Book told me that Mouth y'know,
Likes me.
J: Really! How come he didn't tell me.
Y/n: maybe he knew you did?
J: hmph, ok.
Yn: thanks.

I made sure we were hiding behind the tree enough then I pecked his cheek.

Y/n: Sorry about that guys, Joey had to give me my homework answers.
B: Alone?

I hesitated to answer as I watched Mouths facial expressions change from chill to a look of unsureness, I knew he'd end up getting suspicious but not this quick.
Book, Mouth and Joey all parted ways to class as I ran to the bathroom and thought about my decisions.

How am I supposed to fix the fact that I have two boyfriends..?
Not only that but two boyfriends who are bestfriends.