What would you say if I told you I wanted to die? Would you try to stop me? Panic and run around like a pathetic little chicken without its head?
I cut. And it hurts. My leg and wrist burn every time I think about it. I want to claw the skin off, paste it to my wall, and show it off.
HERE BE MY SCARS AND WHAT YOU'VE MADE ME BECOME.
You, society. You, girls who think I'm a whore. You, guys who ignore me. You, Bayli for making me feel even more worthless. That's what you've made me do.
But I can't hurt you for this
I'm too kind
I'll just rot and cry
Zack, I love you. I love you so much. But can you deal with the fact that a piece of my heart rests with Daniel? I love him too because he brought me up from the darkness that nearly destroyed me when I lost my way
Both of you I love but I can't ever choose because I love you two so much. I hurt everyday knowing this fact.
My scars are hurting. My heart is hurting. My head feels like its going to explode. My chest is going to cave in. My stomach rumbles with hunger but I ignore it.
I just want to die.
