Lonely & Sad

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Melanie's P.o.v

I've been hanging with nobody lately. Im gonna be honest i miss the guys. Luke,Calum,Ashton & specially Michael been very distant and been ignoring me if i try to talk to them. Its been hurting my feelings when someone hates me or does not like me. So i been sad a lot even around Niall he always is mocking me about something but im not sure if he means it in a hurtful way or something else. So that led to not been hanging around with him or the other guys.

I feel pretty lonely, and i realized do i even have friends. No i dont, i feel really depressed, i cry at night for whatever reason it is. I started cutting and smoking just to feel better. That was just a recap of my life these couple of weeks. Im pretty sure worse is yet to come. I feel something else is gonna go wrong .

As i walk through the empty halls in the house i notice the guys are talking but i dont listen, instead i listen to my music and sit down in the couch. Humming along with the song "Love me like you do" which is not really my style but i love the song . Im slowly drifting to sleep, and well the next thing that happends is i go into complete darkness heading to my dreams.

"What is that on her wrist" a voice says "No it cant...why would she " i hear another voice say. I feel it as a dream so i dont care. But somebody starts shaking me and wakes me up. "WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU CUT YOURSELF" Luke yells with anger in his voice " HUH, WHY OR DO YOU JUST WANT ATTENTION" He dosen't actually care i tell myself "ANSWER MY QUESTION OR I WILL-" He says before i interrupted him "because im lonely and depressed" i said before leaving him standing there

Luke P.O.V

"because im lonely and depressed" Melanie said before leaving me speachless. Calum was mad, Ashton was sad, Michael was crying and i was shocked. "She has a good fucking life, she is beautiful and really nice but she had to cut herself ughhhhhh wtf" Calum was completly yelling before michael left us and went upstairs. I want to talk to her so bad and give her a cliche speach for her to stop but she hates me.

Michael P.O.V
I went running upstairs to Melanie's room and finding her cutting again. I took her blade and connected my lips to hers . she kissed back!!!! with that i felt butterflies in my stomach. I knew i loved her so much the day since i saw her .But does she love me back?

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