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Chapter 11 ● Called me shitface

× AUTHORS NOTE × Gday everyone. I wear black and people think I'm a bad/ mean girl. So I will wear a flower crown.

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Juleena POV

Once we were done shopping I got a phone call on my new phone. A phone call from my mom. How did she get my number so early?

"Hello?"

"Gday dear."

"Gday."

"Me and my father are coming home early to discuss something to you."

"What is it?"

"You'll find out."

Then the line went dead. "What's wrong?" Spencer asked. "My mum said they're coming home early to tell me something." I move hair out of my face. "Must be important." She sips her Starbucks. "No shit." I roll my eyes. "Bye Spence I'll see you later or something." We hug and take our ways. I put in my new earphones and I listen to Black Veil Brides.

Then I lost it all
Dead and broken.
My back's against the wall.
Cut me open.
I'm just trying to breathe,
Just trying to figure it out
Because I built these walls to watch them crumbling down.
I said, "Then I lost it all."
And who can save me now?

I walked into my house. My actual house. "IM HOME." I shout. "In the kitchen!" My mom yells. I nervously walk to the kitchen. Has she found out that I live with two guys who are older than me while she's gone? "Sit." She orders. I command. They both take in a breath staring into each others eyes.

"We're getting a divorce." They say in unison.

"WHAT WHY? NO! THIS ISNT FAIR AT ALL. WHY?" I screamed.

"YOU DIDN'T EVEN ASK ME! YOU JUST DROPPED THE FUCKING DIVORCE BOMB ON ME! I HATE YOU BOTH!"

"This is out decision not yours."

"But IM YOUR FUCKING DAUGHTER YOUR ONLY FUCKING CHILD! YOU KNOW I WAS STRUGGLING BEFORE AND I WAS ACTUALLY GETTING BETTER! BUT NO HO HO YOU HAD TO BE DUMB AS DOG SHIT AND RUIN IT.GET AWAY YOU FUCKTARDS."

I ran to my room and slammed the door. For extreme drama you know. But I hated this. I was feeling happy for once now I can't because my parents who are supposed to love eachother aren't together. I flopped on my bed. I started to cry. I let some built emotions out and it felt good. But I wasn't satisfied. I walked to my drawers. I opened it. I pulled out one of my razor blades. No no no fight it. Fight this urge. My wrist was dripping blood. Too late. I wiped my tears and wiped the blood. See what you fucking do you fuck? Your were never strong enough you scared broken shit. You always come back to me. You always do. The voice of the blade runs through my head. The words were pounding now. It hurt mentally and physically.

"GET OUT OF MY HEAD! SHUT UP!" I repeated over and over.

But you can't run away from yourself now can you?

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Evan POV

"JULEE EXCITING NEWS!" I proudly yelled. No response. "She hasn't come home yet and I don't think she will." Theo says clenching his fists. She what? "WHERE IS SHE? IS SHE OKAY?" I shake Theo. He shoved my face. "Relax she's at her house her parents came home early for something." Theo laughed. I sighed in relief. "But she said that they were getting into a divorce and she doesn't want to go anywhere." He sat down rubbing his temples. "I'm visiting her." I turned around headed for the door. "Don't." Theo ordered. "Why not?" I rolled my eyes. "I already tried but her parents called me a shitface and slammed the door in my face." He huffed. "I'm going there anyway." I walked out the door. I really don't care if it is dark and I have no idea where she lives. I'll find her.