ALL OF US ARE DEAD (Suhyeok x Cheongsan FF)

3.

Hearing  what Suhyeok said. Cheongsan  hit him again.

"Haays stop making fun of me" Cheongsan  hiss.

"I honestly don't know if I do really like Namra. Surely the first time I saw her when we are freshman, she really caught my attention but I am too shy to approach her. Who wouldn't she's really intimidating. When I had a chance to confess my feelings to her and knew that she likes me back. I should be happy right?. But I didn't  felt so much joy" Suhyeok utter.

"Aren't you happy now because she's not a Namra you used to know before?" Cheongsan ask. Suhyeok let a deep sigh.

"I don't care if she's different now but I guess the feelings  I had for her was infatuation." Suhyeok said. Cheongsan  don't know what to say so he stay silent.

"Cheongsan" Suhyeok called him and hold  Cheongsan hand. Cheongsan gaze darted on his hands that cover with  Suhyeok hands. He pull away his hands when  he felt Suhyeok  warm palm.

"Yeah?" Cheongsan  ask.

"I feel so sleepy" Suhyeok utter.

"Then go to sleep." Cheongsan said.

Suhyeok  lean now his head on the table and stare at Cheongsan. Cheongsan  stared at him too.

"Namra said you didn't sleep" Suhyeok  said. Cheongsan only nod.

"So you will watch  me while I'm sleeping?" Suhyeok said this and smile. Cheongsan  chuckle.

"Cheongsan" Suhyeok  called his name again but this time Suhyeok  eyes is close he really is so sleepy.

"Hmm" Cheongsan  hum.

"Give  me your hand" Suhyeok utter still his eyes close while waiting  for Cheongsan hands. Cheongsan  frown his eyebrows while staring at Suhyeok.

"Cheongsan" Suhyeok called his name again. Cheongsan find himself leaning his hands on Suhyeok hands now.

"Is your hand really like this eversince?. It's not smooth." Suhyeok jokely said this. This is the cue for Cheongsan to remove his hand away from Suhyeok but before that he slap Suhyeok  hands.

"Stop spouting nonsense moron" Cheongsan annoyed utter this. Suhyeok only chuckle.

"Don't  leave  me" the last word of Suhyeok before he drifted to sleep. Cheongsan let a deep sigh and start thinking  something.

Until now he's shock  that  he survive, when he remember that his mother turn into zombie  and don't know where is his father could be and he is the only one survive  among  his family  he should choose death rather being in this world and being like this. A monster who wants to eat flesh. Cheongsan  knows he isn't a normal person anymore he wants to end his life when  he found out this  but Namra said Onjo is alive. So he should keep on living. But how he can continue  living if he isn't  normal person anymore. He put Onjo in danger if they continue  being together.

Cheongsan look at Suhyeok who in his deep sleep. He let a small smile.

"Suhyeok-ah. If ever you will like Onjo. I wouldn't be mad  at you. I wouldn't called you a traitor. My  first  impression of you before was really not good you used to be a bully before but when this situation happened to us I've witness how good person you are. You aren't that selfish at all. Who think his self first. I know it's not only  me who could sacrifice a life just to save the other. I've seen you  countless times sacrificing yourself so that the others will survive. You really did great." Cheongsan  utter and smile.

Waking up in the morning  the first thing Suhyeok comes to his mind is Cheongsan when he open his eyes he expect that Cheongsan will still sitting across him but he didn't  saw Cheongsan. He panic. He tried to find  Cheongsan inside first before he will go out in this restaurant if he will failed to look for him inside. But he surely  Cheongsan won't leave him here.