ALL OF US ARE DEAD (Suhyeok x Cheongsan FF)

5.

Cheongsan waited for Suhyeok response so he look at Suhyeok too. For Cheongsan staring at him don't have meaning to him. His Mom teach him that when someone is talking you need to look at that person. But for Suhyeok eversince he felt different feelings when him and Cheongsan look at each others eyes.

"Yeah, I'm scared." Suhyeok replied to his question.

"But to Namra you didn't scared to"

"Scared of losing you again" Suhyeok finish his sentence. Cheongsan awkwardly chuckle.

"You're keep on playing with me since last night. When do you want to stop?" Cheongsan hiss.

"I am not playing with you. I really do scared of losing you." Suhyeok utter. Suhyeok really blame himself many times for leaving Cheongsan that time. Cheongsan smirk and not taking seriously of what Suhyeok have said right now.

"Suhyeok, you really miss teasing me. Stop it for now." Cheongsan hiss.

"Cheongsan do you remember when you ask me who I like?" Suhyeok ask. Cheongsan frown his face not getting why Suhyeok open the topic about it right now.

"Now I know it's Namra because you said it so" Cheongsan utter. Suhyeok shakes his head. Cheongsan look at him dumbfounded.

"Oh. Yeah you said you're not sure because the feelings you had for her was only infatuation." Suhyeok nod at what Cheongsan said.

"Do you only see Onjo as your lover?. You haven't imagine yourself with anyone else?." Suhyeok bravely ask this to him. Which Cheongsan agree.

"Ever since when we're a kid. Onjo is the only one I could see my future. Honestly when Isak told me that Onjo asking you out I was really scared because I thought you will agree on going out with her that's why I confronted you." Cheongsan said.

"I wouldn't ever go out with her. I don't want you to get mad at me" Suhyeok said.

"As you should. We're friends so you shou--" Cheongsan didn't finish his sentence when Suhyeok meddle.

"We're not friends" Suhyeok utter. Cheongsan look at him clueless.

"Okay" Cheongsan only said. Suhyeok chuckle when he sense Cheongsan annoyance on his voice.

"I don't want you to be my friend." Suhyeok said while still staring at Cheongsan.

"Yeah, I said okay" Cheongsan replied.

"I don't want you to be with Onjo either. I want you for myself" Suhyeok utter.

"Okay...... what?" Cheongsan was shock of what Suhyeok have said.

"I want you for myself Cheongsan" Suhyeok seriously said this again. Cheongsan felt his heart flinch when Suhyeok said this to him while staring directly in his eyes. Cheongsan looks away quickly.

"S-suhyeok you're not funny anymore. S-st" Cheongsan didn't finish his sentence when Suhyeok goes near to him and lock him.

"Cheongsan" Suhyeok called his name in different voice that gives a different feelings in Cheongsan system and he can't understand why he felt it right now of this, the electricity that he felt for the first time. He didn't even felt this when he is kissing Onjo. Suhyeok caress Cheongsan cheeks. Cheongsan flinch when he felt Suhyeok fingers.

"Can you also feel it?" Suhyeok whisper on Cheongsan ear.

Shit. This is wrong. This is wrong. What the hell is happening to me?. Cheongsan thought.

"Cheongsan tell me. Can you also feel it too?" Suhyeok ask once again. Cheongsan push him away and stood up right away leaving Suhyeok in the bleacher. As soon as he stay away from Suhyeok. Cheongsan let a deep sigh and hold his heart that didn't stop beating faster.