ALL OF US ARE DEAD (Suhyeok x Cheongsan FF)

4.

Since Namra and Cheongsan doesn't need to learn archery so they're the only one who isn't busy. Cheongsan notice Onjo struggle to hold the archery this is not his forte. Cheongsan isn't  sporty at all but he want to help Onjo. So he directly  go to Onjo and stay at her back.

"Don't be nervous" Cheongsan utter. Onjo flinch due to shockness of Cheongsan breath on her back.

"Sorry" Cheongsan chuckle when Onjo pull out the string and the arrow didn't hit on the target.

"Cheongsan you know this right?. Come on teach me" Suhyeok meddle to them. Onjo only stare at Suhyeok meanwhile Cheongsan throw a glare to him for ruining their moment with Onjo.

"Bare-su didn't  you know archery?. By the way why I didn't see you anymore while practicing  here before?" Daesu ask. Hearing this he want to punch Daesu right now.

Hari and Suhyeok look at each other. Meanwhile  Cheongsan and Daesu including Onjo look at them both. And curious why these two look at each other.

"Should I tell them?" Hari ask. Suhyeok only nod.

"He got eliminated in the team" Hari said. Cheongsan was shock so he look at Suhyeok they both look at each other but Suhyeok is the first one who look away.

"Why he got eliminated?" Cheongsan ask and look at Hari.

"He got into fight with his team" Hari utter. Cheongsan look at Suhyeok again but  Suhyeok didn't look at Cheongsan anymore. He position himself and perform the archery. And it bulls eye on the target in just one try.

"He really an ace on their team" Hari said when Suhyeok left and go to Namra direction. "but because  of the incident  he is no longer part of the team anymore" she added.

"Hari am I doing right here?" Minji shouted to get Hari's attention. She excuse herself just to go to her annoying friend. Meanwhile Daesu continue practicing also Hyorung who seems not paying attention to them and is way too concentration of practicing of archery.

"Suhyeok is really good at this. Why don't you let him teach you?" Cheongsan said to Onjo.

"It's fine. I can learn on my own. And beside let's not bother them." Onjo said Cheongsan darted his gaze to Suhyeok and Namra who is busy flirting for his guess because he notice Suhyeok is smirking. Cheongsan shake his head and focus his eyes on the target.

"Let me borrow this"  Cheongsan utter. Onjo immediately  give it to him. Cheongsan is now holding the bow he is struggling right now but he will try his best just to hit the right spot.

"You're holding the bow wrong. Your posture is wrong aswell. When you do an archery you need to stand straight but don't stick out your chest to much. Don't put so much force when you're holding the bow your  hand will exhausted at the end. Just relax your shoulder. Down your chin a little bit to find the target. When you find the good spot and calculated when it will landed. Extend your arm and  pull out the string slowly" Suhyeok explained this while he is at the back of Cheongsan and demonstrating  him the right to perform an archery. Meanwhile Cheongsan staring at Suhyeok he found him cool with this. When it got bulls eyes. Suhyeok smile widely and look at Cheongsan while his smiling didn't vanish.

"I hope you take note of what I said while you're staring at me" Suhyeok utter while staring at him now. He little bend since Cheongsan is little compared to his height. Cheongsan only chuckle.

"I don't need to learn this. Zombies won't attack me anymore. You should teach Onjo instead" Cheongsan said.

But I only want to teach  you Suhyeok want to say this but he stop himself. And obey Cheongsan said.

"Onjo you holding the wrong too" Suhyeok utter. Onjo didn't surprise  anymore of Suhyeok presence since she's aware that Suhyeok is here. So then Suhyeok started to teach Onjo.

When Cheongsan notice Suhyeok and Onjo is too focus in archery. Cheongsan decided to leave them just to go to Namra's direction who is quietly staring at Suhyeok and Onjo just to tell his sorry.

"I'm sorry. I don't know archery at all. Onjo need to learn it from Suhyeok  so she could save her life if happens I can't  control myself of attacking her when I get hungry and we're only two." Cheongsan  explained. Namra didn't  say anything she just there still staring at Suhyeok and Onjo. Cheongsan is also staring at them aswell.

"Don't get jealous" Cheongsan utter.

"I can't help it. Onjo and Suhyeok are normal while us we aren't anymore. We couldn't stay for them for too long. They need to go back to the place where they belong. They're  not even safe with us" Namra said. Cheongsan felt sad when hearing this.

"But they didn't  want to go back there. What should we do?. Stay away from them?." Cheongsan ask. Namra hardly to response Cheongsan  question.

"I don't know if I can stay away from Onjo. Do you remember when I want to end my life after knowing what am I and thinking that they aren't  survive  that they also turn into zombies too and turn into ash because  of the bombing. But when you told me you saw Onjo and she is alive that's  the time I see hope. That I should keep on living. Since you're smart can you still find  hope that we will be back into normal?. I really hate being like this. I want to get back from a normal person am I. And stay to Onjo because  Onjo is the only one who left me same as Onjo she only have me." Cheongsan sadly said this.

"I only have Suhyeok too" Namra utter.

"And it got hit"  Suhyeok said and smile.

"You're really  a good coach" Onjo utter and smile at him. Suhyeok only chuckle.

"Nah you're just really a fast learner, just continue practice. I'll go to Cheongsan first" Suhyeok didn't  wait for Onjo response he left Onjo right  away.

When Suhyeok reach at the bleachers he sitted beside Cheongsan quickly. Namra isn't  around now. Cheongsan is staring at Onjo now who is seriously practicing archery meanwhile Suhyeok he only staring at Cheongsan. Cheongsan  felt the stare of Suhyeok even his heartbeats that beats faster again.

"Namra didn't  said where could she go" Cheongsan break their silence.

"I didn't  came here just to ask where  Namra is" Suhyeok replied.

"Cheongsa-" Suhyeok didn't finish what will he say when Cheongsan  meddle.

"I can hear your heartbeat that beats faster. Are you scared of me?." Cheongsan  quickly  ask this to Suhyeok. Hearing this Suhyeok was stun to speak. He only stare at Cheongsan.

He really don't understand his self everytime he is with Cheongsan his heart started beating faster even before when this zombies outbreak didn't happened yet he already felt this. He once seek for a cardiologist if he has a heart disease but the findings is negative he don't have a problem with his heart but when he start explaining why his heart react like this the doctor  give him a complicated answer that until now he still want to understand.
Suhyeok continue staring at Cheongsan. A lot of memories  flashing on his mind.

On how he loves to tease Cheongsan and he just laugh when Cheongsan gets annoyed. On how he always try to   gets Cheongsan attention  because  it's either Cheongsan is busy to Onjo he is also busy to Gyeongsu and everytime he try to invite Cheongsan. Cheongsan didn't  even attend his invitation  and he is  really pissed off that time and sad at the same time. When he saw Cheongsan kissing Onjo Suhyeok felt pang in his heart that time  but he don't have a time to focus on that all he think that time is to save others and get out. Get out from the pain he felt without thinking Cheongsan  anymore. But he regret that time for leaving Cheongsan because he is hurt.

Damn I do really like him. I probably like him and I can't deny it anymore. What should  I do?. Suhyeok thoughts.