𝕋𝔥𝔢 𝔓𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔬𝔫 𝔦 𝚠𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖆 𝖒𝖊𝖊𝖙 𝖋𝖙 𝕹ilskue

Take care dear

Nils And She
Nils and she where in the room from her hotelroom.
She remembered that she had forgotten something in the bathroom to throw away and the packaging was still open in the bathroom.
Nils said I'm soon back I need to go to the toilet and she was shocked and don't know what will happen when he sees it.

Nils goes to the toilet and saw a little packaging and thought of what it could be but was already taken out of his thoughts and washed his hands and then went to the room where she is and saw that's she was laying on the bed.
She wanted to stay awake but then suddenly she fells asleep on the bed and Nils gonna sit next to her and looked at her and said softly what is wrong with her ? I'm so worried about her hopefully she will be better tomorrow and then closed the curtains a bit and then lay down next to her and looks to her face and gently put his head against hers and gave her a kiss on her forehead and then fall asleep even though it was like 3 pm in the afternoon they just needed a powernap.

Nils woke up and looked next to him and gave her a kiss on her cheek and saw that she was laying in his arms.
Nils cuddle her and she said softly Nils we can't do this I can't even lay here with you right now like this I'm really sorry and wanted to get up but it went black for her eyes and Nils caught her and said don't say that I know you want it and
that you like me!

Nils said what's wrong with you I'm taking you to the hospital I don't trust it now!
No please don't do that I'm okay and I will be fine come on we must change our outfits to go out for a dinner Nils!
Nils said
But babe I want that you are okay and not to fall so much or whatever I care about you and if that's the case I won't go out of dinner with you like this!
She feels tears upcoming and then says ok then we don't go out of dinner then if you don't want it then I will stay here the rest of the night on my hotel room!
Nils walks away and goes to the bois and let her in the room.

She
She looks at him as he walks out of the room and immediately she feels alone and then she goes to the bathroom and locks it.
She continues crying and looks in the mirror and she looks so sad and she looks after that to the packaging again and thinks how can I make this happen I know if I don't get too well that we have to go to the hospital but she doesn't want that she thinks it's really bad that she has to keep this as a secret but i can't tell him this not yet!

Nils
Nils comes back and was looking and searching for her and said Babe where are you?
She couldn't hear it.
Nils walks to the bathroom but he saw that the door is locked and runs to his own hotelroom and grab a hair clip and runs back to the bathroom door and try's to opens the door.

She
She filled the tub and lay down in it with her shirt and lingerie.
And thought what the heck he loves someone else after all I knew it but it's okay.
I hope he and her come close to be in a relationship!

Nils had opens the door and saw her in the tub and tills her out the tub and her lips are blue she had it so cold and he grab a blanket and put it around her and said why are you doing this and started crying!

She
She breathe very fast, you saw
That she was gasping and Nils said Breathe in and slowly out and I'm here with you and always be staying with you forever!
Nils said softly I love you babe and he said it that she could heard it softly.
After that she opens carefully her eyes and she sees Nils standing next to her.
She knows what was happening to her and looks to Nils.
She sees that Nils looks Broken and has red eyes and she says Nils Did you cry ?
Nils looked away and says no there is something in my eyes and rub it away and says are you okay babe ? Why did you do that ? Uhm it's nothing!
Why did you come back anyway?
So You Want To Drown Yourself And It's Nothing😦!
For the first time Nils is yelling at her and said You could drown or worse and went silent immediately and said nothing more he started straight a head and the tears came again and walked back and forth in the room and then went to the bathroom to be himself for a while.
She try's to stand up and walked to Nils in the bathroom and stands behind Nils and said I don't know Nils what it is with me I'm really sorry!
She stands behind Nils and wanted to hold him against her but didn't know what to do and how he would react she didn't want to hurt him but actually she did hurt him now even though he wouldn't admit it but from the inside she demands that she hurt him and feels it!
If you want to be honest with me why are you doing this things like that is it because I walked away and said that we don't go out of dinner? Asks Nils.

She looks down and nods and keeps looking down while Nils looks with tears in the mirror.
She walks to him and grab him and hugs him and this is all she wanted to do and need right now!
And Nils looks to her through the mirror and turns and smiled and hugs her tightly and says I'm really sorry that I screamed at you it wasn't my intention but babe seriously please don't do that anymore and she saw the packaging and Nils looked the same to the packaging and Nils looks geustioningly to it.
She also looks to nils and does not know how to react or do and Nils looks to her now and says what is it if I may ask about it?
Her tears started flowing down and her breathing was not good at all she quickened her breathing and Nils wiped her tears away and said if you wants to talk about it I'm here for you and I want to help you and be there for you !
Please give me that change please I' will care about you!
But Nils you can't help me but it's gonna be okay and don't worry about me!