Je T'aime》h.s. au

prologue

(A/N: If you couldn't already tell, that's Christian on top. Anyways enjoy the chap.)

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"Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?"

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Emily Caster

October 4, 2014

Pain.

Out of all the the God forsaken things in the world, pain is the one thing we know that is bound to happen to us.

We're never really sure about a lot of things in our life and no one has real certainty of what's to happen in their life.

And of no doubt, no one knows the twists and turns they're destined to face in the near future. Yet pain is the one obstacle everyone has to conquer. It's the only obstacle we know for sure we'll have to face one day. It's one of the only things we know that's going to happen to us.

As much as I despise it, all of us are going to get hurt at least a million times in our lifetime. Wether it be a small, almost non-existent pain or an agonizing one. I know one thing for sure.

Pain is inevitable.

I've known this my whole entire life. I've always believed that pain was usually for the greater good.

But this excruciating pain I feel right now,what was the good in that?

Tears seeped into my eyes as I remembered the things I've had to go through yesterday. Images of my boyfriend, Christian, and my best friend, in the cold October night, kissing. The lights of the Eiffel tower shining on them.

His warm hands that I've grown to love on her back, hers in his hair. The way they kissed, I've never seen something so passionate in my life.

And all this time I thought those kisses he shared with me were beyond passionate, I thought the emotions he shared with me couldn't get more raw, guess I was wrong.

I felt countless of things during that moment. I could feel the heat radiating off of them. I could feel my mouth struggling to form a sentence. I could feel my feet slowly backing out, walking away from what was the most horrific thing I've seen.

However I remember the sound of me screaming. I remember the screams of panic and shock given off by them as well.

"It's not what it looks like, I swear!" Yeah right.

I remember all of us laughing due to the fact that whenever a character from a tv show or movie gets caught cheating, these were always the first words that came out of their mouths.

It's almost funny how both of them would make fun of that cliche statement, yet they're the ones using it now.

Hurt went through every part of my body, every crevice. Because not only was he unfaithful to me, and not only did she betray me, but they had the balls to lie right in front of my face.

"I didn't mean it."He said.

"It was a mistake!"Olivia responded.

"I'm sorry." Sorry doesn't fix the gaping hole in my heart, you whore.

"We love you." And as if all the lies they've said to me wasn't already enough to kill me, they've decided to throw in their biggest lie yet.

But I didn't respond.

Instead I ran.

I ran like my life depended on it. I ran as if they were chasing behind me, not caring if they were loosing their breaths because it would all be worth it when they get me to understand that what they did was a mistake.